Ang galing mo kung nababasa mo 'to. :D

2010-09-30T04:48:00.000-07:00

An open note to my better half:

This act probably showcases how a coward I really am. I know that you are hurt right now, by my own doings, and I swear it pains me also. I dare not say it pains me more, for I know that the pain I have brought you is much more excruciating to bear. I admire you for being true to your word hitherto, for not giving up on me. How could you do that?

I am probably the worst partner you would ever come across. I have far too many issues than any normal girl my age. I constantly think that I am not good enough, blame my high regards for the concept of improvement. I practice false humility. I go fishing for compliments and simply dismiss them once my goal has been achieved. I suffer with some kind of atrocious inferiority complex. My unstable personality might have caused you a lot of worries, jumping from being too gloomy then being whimsical and fancy all of a sudden. I act like a kid then suddenly act like an old grumpy grandmother. I more often than not wish to isolate myself from you, and the rest of the world in general. I forget a lot of things. I decide with rage. I always lose balance. My queer life is in a relentless state of turbidity. I juggle my academics, alongside a heavy load of extracurriculars, friends, and of course, you. I was never really good in multitasking, just trying to be. I tend to display adamant apathy towards you whenever I feel hurt, depressed or, as much as I try not to, angry. You may wonder how I have become too indifferent given such a short span of time, but worry not, for my heart is silently breaking with you.

I regard myself as someone with an incurable disease, love as they call it. Hard as I try, there's just no given cure for it. Even the study of Pharmacy has not given anyone the complete knowledge of this. Maybe the only possible way to know is through imploring Panacea, which is highly irrational as well, for we live in a time where gods and goddesses are just myths. But for the romantics, they say that the cure for love is to love more. Do you believe them?

I don't know either. To be honest, I sometimes feel the utmost need to stop you from saying another word. During our recurrent fights, I find a deep yearning for solitude and some time alone. I feel insulted and annoyed by you. Hate is too strong a word, and I know I told you I hated you once, but let that be excused by my limited vocabulary. The thing is, no matter how grave my ill-feelings towards you are, I find myself longing for you afterwards. I find myself swallowing my pride, or what's left of it. I admit it, you are the cause and cure, how silly is that?

I'm now finding a hard time searching for words that would suffice for this open letter. The clock is incessantly ticking and academic demands are slowly caving in. Thus, I seek to end this letter, with the best that I can, satisfactorily.

It all boils down on me. No matter how hard I try to escape from you, I just find myself running back. Despite tears and broken hearts, I dream of spending the rest of my life with you. I look forward to more coffee sessions, after midnight conversations, nonsensical and spontaneous adventures, out of this world secret recipes, never ending movie marathons.. simply put, moments spent with you. I look forward to them.

I just hope that when I tell you to give me time alone, please do. I am just as scared of losing you as you are scared of losing me.

There is so much more to know and learn about each other. But who cares? We have all the time we need. We just have to learn how to utilize our time. My world does not revolve around you. YOU are my world.

I cannot promise you that I will no longer have mood swings. I cannot promise you anything. But if you still choose to bear with me, I'd be more than glad and honored. Thank you. For all.

I am deeply, genuinely, madly and irrevocably in love with you. All lies may be truths, and all truths may be lies, but that one truth is the only exception.

All yours,

2010-09-26T08:52:00.001-07:00

Comfortable as I am

I need your reassurance

And comfortable as you are

You count the days

But if I wanted silence

I would whisper

And if I wanted loneliness

I'd choose to go

And if I like rejection

I'd audition

And if I didn't love you

You would know

And why can't you just hold me?

And how come it is so hard?

And do you like to see me broken?

And why do I still care, still care?

You say you see the light now

At the end of this narrow hall

I wish it didn't matter

I wish I didn't give you all

Poor little misunderstood baby

No one likes a sad face

But I can't remember life without him

I think I did have good days

And why can't you just hold me?

And how come it is so hard?

And do you like to see me broken?

And why do I still care?

Now Playing: Just Hold Me by Maria Mena

Guess that sums it all up.

2010-09-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

I know it's time for me to grow up.

Staring blankly at this blinking cursor for quite a while now, my mind has dozed off to a hundred scenarios playing simultaneously in my head. I feel like I can explode anytime now. Blame it on Maria Mena and her songs for giving me the sudden urge of putting into writing all the constructs and ideas trying to get out of my head.

When we were young, we learned how to choose between good and evil. We know the definite line that draws the limit between these two constructs. There's no middle ground. Good is good. Evil is evil. No buts. No ifs. Simple.

But as we grow old, we learn how to choose between the evil and the lesser evil. Everything's just right in the middle, neither good, neither bad. We say it's the right thing to do BUT.. or we say it's wrong BUT.. As adults we always find a way to defend each side of the story. We become too critical. I say do this, even if it might cause something. You say do that. We say "bahala na. basta." There are a lot of consequences. A lot of choices. Decisions to make. Places to go to. Expectations to live up to. People to stand up for until the end. Dreams to fulfill... You can think of a thousand more infinitives to prove my point and yet it still wouldn't be enough.

When we were young, we usually engage in a contest of who gets the most number of friends. But as we grow old, we learn to criticize. We learn to differentiate. We learn to choose who to be friends with. Sadly, most of the time we choose friends who we'll benefit from. Survival of the fittest. People invest in people. People use people.

I don't want to grow up if this is what growing up means.

We can't blame people for growing old without growing up.

2010-08-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

The Beauty of a Moment's Pause and Contradicting One's Self.

Nothing lasts forever

I have definitely no idea where this is coming from. I need a moment's pause to articulate and go on convincing myself that everything will be okay. I fail miserably at it though. As I take a break from everything that is expected of me, all I can feel is the utmost need to escape reality. Everyone wants something. Needs something. What about me? I am also human. I need things. I want things. Why is it so hard for people to understand that everyone of us are all screwed up? Why does some people need to be so self-righteous and have this sense of superiority over others? I feel the need to speak up yet I'm afraid of taking control. I have been used to being the leader. Being the one given the most responsibility and yes I am afraid of failing at it. I want to be normal even just for a while. I don't want to be good at something anymore if that means people will expect more. I don't want to be intelligent, or smart, or talented. I want to be unnoticed. I want to go on with my life as others do. I want my load to be not as much. But the constantly seeking creature in me craves for more. I want people to recognize my potentials. I want to leave a mark on other people's lives. I want to help people realize that they can be better, if not the best. I want to bring out the best in everyone, to the point of having it on my own expense. I don't want to die anonymous. When I die, I want people to attest to my being someone who touched their lives. I want to be of help. I want to have a purpose. Yes I may seek attention. But sometimes the attention being given to me isn't really what I want. I want your attention. Not others. Not of anyones. I don't want to be the girl who is admired by many. I want to be the girl who's the constant happiness of one. Just one person. But I guess that's just too much to ask.

They say nothing lasts forever. Can we be just nothing then?

I am not making any sense. I am in love. Really am, I guess.

2010-08-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

Seventeen years ago my battle began. Many has waged war against me. I may have won the skirmishes, and most of the time, lost the battles. But with friends like them who are always there for me, what else could I ask for?

When I start to feel like I'm losing my game, they are there to pull me back up again. I've been with them since I was 12, barely an adolescent. And look what have become of us. Young, independent ladies :)

I've got everything I need right here in the palm of my hands. And no matter how much chaos life may bring upon me, I will not back down without a fight. I am capable of being great. I just have to see it within me.

You are too. Remember that ;)

2010-07-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

I'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone to let them know exactly what is in my head and keeping it to myself. The problem is being outwardly unhappy and consistently so it pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen. There is only so much even your best friends can listen to. On the other hand, to pretend everything is fine is to poison yourself from the inside out; it is to ignore who you are and to lose yourself.

So which is better?

To have friends that think that you are melodramatic, seeking attention and pessimistic or to drown in your own mind?

I honestly do not know.

2010-07-29T06:11:00.000-07:00

OH HEY THERE DEAR BLOGGER,

Know what? I MISS YOU. Just as I miss my old self. Just as I miss my friends. Just as I miss my family. Just as I miss everything else.

I really miss blogging. I miss pouring out all my sentiments, rants and inner thoughts to you. I'm always quite busy 'though. Pardon me if it seems like you're already lost in oblivion. Worry not, for I always think of blogging every other day. It's just that I always am tired whenever I get home or I have lots of things to do.

Tomorrow, it's another laboratory day at Pharm Chem 125.1. They say that 125 is the first blow in our Pharm life. I'm determined not to fail it though. That's why I need to study really hard! I also have an exam on Chem 18.1 and Physics 51 on Saturday. And come Sunday, we will be having our Temple Tour for Histo II.

That means I can't go home to Laguna again. :( Hayyy.

Kaunting tiss lang. 3 years and 8 months pa! Kaya ko 'to!

2010-06-29T06:22:00.000-07:00

I'm a mess, I guess.

I don't really know what compelled me to start typing this. I have been awake for about 3 days now. My body, apparently, has fully resisted the solace that sleep gives people. If there's one thing I could really wish for, that would be slumber. Nothing more. I want to escape reality and dwell in something much better. Somewhere I can be free from all these dreadful thoughts and tasks. Even just for a little while.

I have been a slave of time and duty. Deadlines have defined my whole personality. I wanted everything to be in perfect order, barely building bridges just to make amends for what I lack. I started to weave my own thread of reality, making myself believe that everything is just as perfect as it is. I know I have been an advocate, for as long as I can remember, of happiness being a choice. Of contentment. Of never having to ask for more.

But who am I to know any better?

I've made a lot of demands from myself, from my family and from the people around me. I never learned how to say "no". Can anybody tell me how? Teach me. Show me. Show me how to reject other people without having to hurt them. Teach me how to shed a tear once in a while. Tell me, right to my face, that just this once, I don't have the ability to make it through. Maybe then I'd see reality as it is and not as I made it up. See reality not as the one I enveloped with dreams and fantasies as the child I have been from day one onwards.

Just this once, I want to be weak. I no longer want to pretend that I am strong. I am as weak as anybody else can be right this very moment. For the truth of the matter is, we are all weak people pretending to be strong. I only barely managed to survive by getting strength from the people around me. And for that, I am very thankful. Thankful to everyone who has been with me every step of the way and for those who believed in me.

But with these beliefs, I can't help but pressure myself. Inside me is a battle I, myself, have started a long time ago. Driven by deep wanting of being appreciated and wanted, I chose to sail on this voyage with an all-powerful Captain, a reliable crew, a marvelous ship, and everything else. But without any map or direction to guide me.

I am lost. I need to find my way back. But as I try, all I do is to delve deeper into the unknown. Doors closed, windows opened. I made choices. I regretted some. But still, I carried on.

Do I really want this?

Do I really deserve this?

I am so sorry for being a disappointment. A very big disappointment.

Tama na ang pagpapanggap.

Every time I read people's letters and notes to me telling me that they are very thankful for having me in their lives and for always being there to help them out, I can't help but feel a little pain. Self-pity is a sin that I am very much guilty of. Why can I change lives but I can't change mine? Life's ironies has been getting the best out of me.

Why am I not that thankful for being me? Because contrary to popular belief, I am as screwed as those prisoners with a death sentence. Maybe they're even better off than me.

I am sixteen for crying out loud. Barely turning seventeen and I'm already at this state of feeling so sorry for myself. If this is just my adolescent hormones kicking in, I can't say for sure. For as I know, I have long passed the puberty stage of being angry with the entire world.

I am scared. Bigger boulders are still waiting to be thrown at me just as I carry on through life. I'm afraid I can't hold on for too long. Fck anticipation. Fck disappointment.

I don't want to be alone. Coz when I am, I can't help but think too much. I want to stop over thinking. I want to stop fretting the future. I want to forget about yesterday.

I want to live today.

I've just wasted 20 minutes of my life with this but I feel a lot better. And I'm still waiting for your text message to arrive. I want to go home. I want to stop missing my brother.

Don't sympathize.
Don't bother.
Don't ask.
I don't understand either.

2010-05-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

I Was Raised on Sesame Street

I was raised by the Children's Television Workshop. So, it is not surprising that, as a grown-up, I am made up of different puppet personalities, each a character in Sesame Street.

I am Cookie Monster. I am gluttony's child. Even though I am already full, I continue to eat. With my googly eyes and mile-wide mouth, I long to digest all of the world's resources.

I am Big Bird. The phallic-ness of that statement cannot be disregarded. Like any typical Filipino male, I consider the largeness of my penis important. To be a man is to be a penis.

I am Mister Snuffleuppegus. As a child, I knew I existed. The children I played with recognize my existence. But alas, as a grown-up, I don't know. I must constantly reaffirm my concreteness. People, most especially my wife, proclaim that I am invisible. My peers consider me insignificant. I have to continuously prove myself. Thus, I have to place little titles at the end of my name, add zeros to my bank account, and wear all these fashionable Italian clothes to give myself weight - else I could be carried away by the wind. As a child, I could believe in the existence of things which I did not see - I had innocence and faith. But as a grown-up, even seeing does not necessarily mean believing. Today, I learn that everything I know is false. Eveything is unreal. Even dreams. Mister Snuffleuppegus was an "imaginary friend". Without these invisible connections, how can I get ahead of life? How could I have gotten the job I own now?

I am Oscar the Grouch. Thanks to my wife, every day is an off day. I get real grouchy, even with my children. Oftentimes, my mouth spews worms and testy language. I hate being with people. I'd choose to stay in my little trash can in my plush subdivision and never go out. I don't need people. I don't want to go out. I want to be alone. To each his own.

I am Slimy. Everybody thinks I'm a worm. Especially girls. I don't know what's the big deal anyway. I have the money. I have the looks. Girls should love me. And they do love me. After I spend money on them. The world is my apple and I've eaten through it's core.

I am Ernie. I always forget to say "10-Q" to people. They don't deserve it. I just laugh in their faces. I love offending people, all for the sake of fun. I love playing games; games which my wife would not approve of. I enjoy taking baths - at the sauna. And everytime I go there, I always swim with my yellow, rubber d_cky.

I am Bert. Like Bert's absurd bottle-cap collection, I too have a senseless diversion: I collect power, prestige and popularity. I try to please everyone. I try to be better than anyone. I answer to no one.

I am Grover. I do things, I easily "go overboard". To satisfy my longing for excessive pleasure, I exhaust this planet's resources. To ensure my economic and social position, I enact laws which retain the status quo; no to land reform, no to worker protection, no to equal rights. To strengthen my ego, I exercise prejudice against those with darker skin, flatter noses, curlier hair. To protect myself, I raise the walls of my house 40 feet high, employ a battalion of security guards, seal off my plush subdivision and forbid anybody who wear slippers and Pandas from entering it.

I am Elmo. I think I can get things by being cute and I do. Being handsome ensures my innocence and good standing. Looking like Aga Muhlach results in more opportunities for me. People who look good can never look bad.

I am Forgetful Sam. I have a convenient memory; it's fractured, I forget the sins I've done to others. But I never forget other people's debts.

I am the Count. I love counting. But I don't like things that are easy to count. I don't like wives because I can only have one. I love things that I can never tire of counting like money, cars, houses and mistresses. Life's magnificence lies in the infinite.

I was raised on Sesame Street. I learned that the most powerful words you could know were just four letters long. That the most important numbers are the ones that have more zeros. That like Mr. Hooper, everybody dies. That in life everything is "brought to you today" by something or someone; everything is sponsored, life is one long commercial. That not everyone can "come and play" and that everything is not "A-okay". How can I get away from Sesame Street?(May 18, 1995)

-Michael Anthony Dizon
from the book "The Best of Youngblood"

Sorry I just had to let something out. :(

2010-04-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

Thank you so much for reminding me, Ate.

Yes. It is NOT an option.

Then again.

Why me?

2010-04-12T03:22:00.001-07:00

NP - Hungover by Ke$ha

So as to explain my mood. ;)

Finally, I'm a SEVENTEEN YEAR old. I am not here, once again, to blog about the past 17 years of my existence. I've gone a pretty long way and looking back wouldn't do me any good for now. Looking back would only shame me of all the things that I have done and I have failed to do. Sucks to say but I still believe that I have not been a really good person in the past. And I'm not really proud of that. As I have said per se. I know what I am capable of and I know, for a fact, that I chose a life of mediocrity and complacency. I could've done better. But I still don't regret the fact that I chose to go out and enjoy my life especially way back in HS. It's just that... still you can't change the fact that there are just some things you should have done in the past. But whatever. Fck life. :))

I think it's about time I really grow up and become more mature in every aspect of my life. I mean, yes it's just right to always have fun because life is too short to be too serious. But still, I think that while I continue to just have fun and go where the tides bring me, I'm losing the very essence with which I have been brought up by my parents and with which I was created by our Almighty Father.

Seriously, I'm so tired of myself saying that I'm going to change and be a better person. I've said that a million times before. And though I have said it to myself once again today, I feel like this is the very chance that I have been really waiting for for the longest time. How can I say so? This time I don't want to be JUST better, I want to be really the person that I ought to be.

A lot of things has helped me in the full realization of my dreams. These things have been the catalyst that has done a great contribution upon my newly-set up goals.

This sem I believe that I really studied hard. I did what I can. But that just didn't seem enough. I know that still I have done a lot of mistakes and there are still things that I have failed to do as a student. I have been too lax on things. I crammed a lot. I TUMBLR-ed a lot. Haha. I can't help but laugh at the thought. I stayed online when I can sleep. I have been such a big disappointment, if not to my parents, maybe just to myself.

I have set up a lot of goals for myself. I admit it. Sometimes I get too consumed by these dreams that I find myself daydreaming about the future. I can't help but compare myself to my blockmates. I feel inferior. I feel like a huge piece of crap trying to cope with people who are way too beyond my level. But then life gave me the chance to pass and still be able to continue this battle.

I am quite surprised to know that my blockmates think that I'm smart because I barely study and yet I pass..and actually admire me for that. Yes I admit that I barely study, as compared to what they are doing. But I just can't imagine myself studying weeks before the actual exam! I mean, hello? Whatever.

But then I realized that what they are doing are for the best. And I've decided to do the same. I can't take the risk and just put it all on luck and this quite amazing brain of mine. I'm not smart. My brain has just this amazing ability of processing things and sorting out which things will come out of the exam and not, seriously! I quite enjoy it. No. Not quite. Really. :))

Going on to other things.

My Lola got hospitalized last week and of course, during the times that I visit her, my relatives don't stop saying "Kaya ikaw Isay, mag-imbento ka ng mga gamot para hindi na mahirapan ang mga tao pag nagkakasakit at macoconfine/ooperahan," It pains me to see how much hope they invested in me. What pains me more is the fear of disappointing them.

I also feel burdened by the expectations that I get from people in my College. Unlike others, I am not given the liberty to fail. They expect a lot from me and as what I have firmly believed in for the major part of my existence, in anticipation / expectation only lies disappointment.

Fights with my boyfriend has been quite frequent, and has been really getting the hell out of me. Yet losing grip and giving up is not an option. I am going to make this work. We both will. And the future I clearly envisage with my mind wouldn't be complete and as wonderful as it is with him not in it.

I still feel a bit out of place when it comes to my blockmates. I don't know. I just don't feel the same affinity towards them as I feel for old friends. Yet I barely get to chance to be with my old friends and I have not the choice but to stick to my old routine of being a solitary creature in our block. Maybe because I feel quite accountable for my blockmates' welfare since Day One. I feel that they look at me not just as an ordinary blockmates but as a blockhead. Someone with quite an authority. And I can't blame them for that. I have this natural tendency to always look after them. Something like that. Haha. So much for being one of the youngest in our block.

Maybe I'm not really supposed to carry as much weight as I am right now. But as a seventeen year old, who am I to know any better?

2010-03-16T03:42:00.000-07:00

This very moment is not really the perfect time for me to ponder and try to articulate. But there is this negative feeling inside me that wants to be released.

I hate it. I hate the fact that I am missing myself so bad. Yes I don't have time for myself anymore. The only moment when I can relax and unwind is when I'm with him. At least, for even a short span of time, I forget about everything. But when it's time to go back to reality, I feel so weak and disheartened.

I want to stop the time and stay as we are. I want to forget the world and everything else.

I want to stop.

But I don't know how.

2010-02-16T06:41:00.000-08:00

I am a constantly seeking creature. I never seem to get enough of what I already have. I find happiness in the most unexpected places. I am blinded by false hopes, ulterior motives and cruel intentions. As I try, at the very moment, to articulate and find a moment of peace in myself, all I envisage is a reflection of how a blur my current situation is. I try to put everything in perfect order, but life as always has its silly ways of taking me off guard.

This deafening silence as the city sleeps has left me numb and ignorant to the melody and music playing just beyond the horizon. Idleness has been something my stressed and battered mind has been freed from for quite some time now. But in these silent moments, my disease of worrying too much has caused me a lot of tears. If being a coward is a sin, I'd be in prison by now.

Words are my only means of expressing the deepest and darkest desires of my heart. As I give life and meaning to every word I write, I feel a tingling sensation of satisfaction with the fact that I am still capable of creating something beautiful. I feel good just by allowing each word to freely flow and give sense to themselves. For in truth, words are one of the few things I cling to for sanity.

I have no idea what I am trying to communicate right now. I don't know what I want to say, but I want to write, and I will. Coherence and comprehension are constructs I wouldn't mind just this once. I don't need anyone to understand, I just need to spit it all out.

Tonight I allow myself to worry, as somewhere out there, fast asleep is a man I have come to love so much. A man who can be held accountable for most of my sleepless nights. I am scared, not by this man, but because of him. As a child, my hatred on the opposite sex has been built up by past bitter experiences. I forbid myself to fall too hard. I have been doing a great job, I believe, until this man came into my life. He has shown me and taught me a lot. I long for him in the day and dream of him at night. Slowly, my love for this man is starting to consume me.

I am happy, more than words could ever express. But along side this blissful feeling is a gun pointed directly to my heart. A gun whose trigger, he can pull as he wish anytime. I feel so vulnerable. I try so hard not to give him the notion that I am more than willing to bear any amount of pain just so this would work, but hard as I try, I see myself sending clues that I am, indeed, hopeless without him.

He loves me so much, I believe. But for how long?

Will I ever be good enough to make something as beautiful as 'us' last?

Happy 3 years, dear bloggy.

200th post. :)

2010-01-27T17:34:00.002-08:00

Hey there dear blogger, it seems like we have a lot of catching up to do. Yes I know I've been so busy lately, plus the fact that Tumblr has got me so damn addicted. No worries 'though, 'coz you will always be my first and true love. I can't explain what or why but you will always be special and I will never have the guts to abandon or even delete you. In you lies so many memories that I will forever choose to treasure. We've been together for quite a while and every single entry I have put in here is very precious to me.

Finally, 2009 has come to an end. Well, 2009 for me has been a very life-changing year. I graduated. I went to college. I met new friends. I earned a bit of independence. And I fell in love.

Looking back at my past entries, I know I said that I've been in love for so many times. I am now constantly asking myself, is this any different? Well I hope it is.

I've changed. I know for sure. In many ways I hardly can imagine. Maybe this just means I'm growing up, but it might mean a hell lot of other things too. But whatever change he might have inflicted upon me, I am glad. I am no longer the kid who thinks that every relationship revolves around me. Sucks to admit, but I once thought of it that way. I have been too selfish in my past two relationships, I guess. I wanted to find someone who really deserved me for I thought that I am way too cool liek that. But I was really wrong. So wrong. Well I guess I'm just thankful that all is well and I'm, in fact, good friends with them. Lessons are learned and we just have to keep on moving forward.

I stopped counting the days and started treasuring every second. I don't care how long this will last. I've learned that in anticipation lies disappointment. How long has it been? A month? A year? I don't really give a damn anymore. As long as he's here, nothing else seems to matter.

It's quite amazing actually. Whenever I feel so down and lonely, he just keeps on finding ways to make me happy. I feel like he's always somewhere near me and is always ready to cross borders just to be with me. He is my constant source of strength.

If you're a good friend of mine, you might know how often we have misunderstandings and little fights. I cry every time and I never tell him that. Coz every time, I am so scared of losing him. This time, I am not the only one holding the thread that might let loose this relationship. But also, I learned that fighting is healthy. Every reconciliation, I feel like we're becoming even closer to one another. Flaws which have been secretly lurking are revealed and accepted.

I learned to control my anger. Whenever he has these 'anger' fits, I learned never to get angry too. Coz I know that it will only worsen the situation. If I get angry too, we'd just explode and slow drift away from another. I am slowly learning how to give and sacrifice. I now know why in a marriage, they call it 'pag-iisang dibdib'. Because when two persons are married, they start to act as one. And in that manner, what the other lacks, the other will fill. When one is weak, the one has to be strong. When one is angry, the other one has to stay calm. And through that you both will grow together.

He makes me feel so important, holding me dear in his arms. Protectively.

I want and will go places with him.

This is different.

This is real.

2009-12-14T17:22:00.000-08:00

DECEMBER NA!

Ang bilis ng panahon. Parang kahapon, New Year pa lang tapos ngayon magPapasko na naman. Mamumulubi na naman ako. Hayyy.

Bago ang lahat, iaannounce ko lang na I've also finally gone to the dark side. Yes. may TUMBLR na ako. Liek hell. This is academic suicide. Hahahaha.

FOLLOW ME!

www.dropdeadbaby.tumblr.com
:)

Actually yun lang muna ishashare ko. Sa bakasyon na ako magkkwento nang bonggang bongga. Marami rin kasing nangyari, sa block, sa akin, sa family, sa lahat! Basta. Isa-isahin ko ah.

Bulagaan - Nagdrama ako neto
ATC Adventure with my Dad
P'tics Dance Practices
Kwento Konsyerto
Lunch with the Gernales
Mama's Christmas Gift!
IP Christmas Party
Oblation Run

at ang mga mangyayari paaaa..
Toxic Minds Quiz Bee
CP PGH Ward Visit
Lantern Parade
P'tics Christmas Party
UPPhA Christmas Exchange Gift (Di raw siya PARTY haha)
..at ang paghahanap ko ng gift para kay Pao :)) =)) :))
PANSOL WITH MY LOVES! <3

Odibaaaaa! Haha so yun. Sige may class pa ako mamayang 11:30. Bye! :)

2009-11-25T15:09:00.000-08:00

I SWEAR THIS TIME I MEAN IT

Mayday Parade

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This time, I'll mean it too. :)

2009-11-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

I was planning on putting this on twitlonger but since it became longer than I expected, I'm going to post it here. :)

First of all,
HAPPY 24TH ! :)

Todayyy - November 25

IP 121 Lec was fun. I really love having Mam Nacabu-an as our professor. I'll have to read and study more though 'coz I didn't quite get apothecary and avoirdupois conversions measurements.

IP 121 Lab was a mixture of both fun and fear. The quiz wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. I was able to answer the graded recitation and finished the experiment ahead of time. Yay!

Immediately after class, Pao picked me up at Rob and we ate lunch at Korean Village Restaurant together with his Mom, Dad and Myles. I was still wearing my white uniform because I had no time to change. My class ended at 1:00 and I can't keep them waiting, like yea. The food was really great! And I was also feeling too shy as usual. I don't know why. I..feel like I have to impress them both. Whatever. :| His Mom and Dad were really funny though and Myles is just adorable. :)

I had nothing else to do so I decided to come to their house first. Our dance practice for P'tics was on 5 PM and I had roughly 3 hours to waste. When we arrived at their house, Uno was wearing a new polo shirt and he looked so cute! :)

Mmmm. We did practically nothing while waiting for 3 PM to pass. He still has to go to San Beda to get something so yea. Oh! He played a song of Mayday Parade and Remembering Sunday by All Time Low on the guitar..so as to explain my LSS for the rest of the day. :))

I decided to change clothes so yea. I wore MaSci jogging pants and my brother's Superman t-shirt. The t-shirt was too big for me though so he lent me one of his t-shirts. Haha! And I have no plan of returning it to him. =))

The car finally arrived and they dropped me off at my dorm. When I arrived, I immediately fell asleep. Good thing I was able to wake up by 4:30. I ran to CP and found my P'tics batchmates there. I had fun planning our dance for Bulagaan. We also started to practice some of the routines, and we forgot to have our warm-ups, so as to explain my body pains tonight.

Hmmmm. I still have to finish drawing and labeling my Exer 1 for IP 121 which is due tomorrow so I'll better be off now. :)

Bye!

2009-11-11T17:14:00.000-08:00

Miss na talaga kita. :((

Aww drama. I miss you like I miss SmartBro.

Ayy. SmartBro na lang pala katumbas ko ngayon.

Okay lang 'yan. I can't live without the both of you naman ee.

Hahaha cheesyness nung SemBreak. O siya siya. Pasok na ako. Byeee~

2009-11-11T06:14:00.000-08:00

My schedule for tomorrow:

9:30 AM at Pharm:
~Meet Ate Jeanne for Sigaw-an night
10:30 AM at Pharm:
~Meet Kuya Louie and Charm for Pharm-lympics and Fairmacy Week
11:00 AM at CAS?
~Meet Jo for venues?
1:00 PM to 4:00 PM at CAS:
~Chem 14 and Soc Sci 1
5:30 PM onwards at USC Room
~Meet FA for Fresh Week

Way to start the semester, right? :))

Actually ngayon ko pa lang naramdaman na pasukan na talaga bukas. Grabe ang dami ko palang dapat gawin this sem so kailangan ko na talaga ng disiplina. Hayy. Ang daming..dapat gawin. Nakakaloka. :((

Sa UPPHa, Fairmacy Week na next week. I feel so useless as usual dahil hindi ako nakakaattend sa mga meeting. :(

Tapos meron pang Pharm-lympics. Actually medyo excited ako kasi feeling ko masaya siya tas mga 5th year yung kateam namin. Wee. Hahaha. Ayun.

Sa Pharmakinetics, although hindi ako kasali sa JFEDS, meron pang TRP which is on December 4 na raw. Hindi pa rin kami nakakapagpractice. :| Medyo good thing na nga rin na hindi ako nakasali sa JFEDS, bigla kasi akong ininvite ni Ate Agnes na BULLY dun sa Sigaw-an Night which is from November 20-21, eh Nov. 21 din yung JFEDS dance competition. So buti na lang din talaga. Ayun.

Tapos meron pa palang Bulagaan sa December! Hala hala. Wala pa kaming nappraktis ng mga newbie batchmates ko. :| Nakoooo.

Sa Freshman Assembly naman, ayun yung Fresh Week which is from November 23 to 27. Andame pa ring dapat ayusin. Sana talaga kayanin namin. Hindi ko alam pero may feeling ako na hindi kaya...or am I just being a pessimist? :|

Nakakaloka! :((

2009-11-11T03:16:00.000-08:00

AND I'M BACKKKK.

After 10 days na walang internet, finally.

Things that I was able to do during the frustrating 10 days:

1. Finished reading The Zahir
2. Finished reading Orosa Nakpil
3. Finished watching Prison Break Season 1 and 2
4. Finished watching Gossip Girl Season 1 and 2
5. Finished watching Kyle XY Season 1

Next on my list, Supernatural. Although I'm not sure kung mapapanuod ko pa siya dahil start na ng second sem bukas. Speaking of, eto na nga pala ang bago kong sched:

Dahil malabo siya, wag niyo na masyado intindihin. Basta 'yan. 6 days a week na ang pasok ko. Hindi na ako makakauwi ng Laguna weekly since naisip ko na darating ako ng Saturday ng hapon, tapos aalis din ako ng Sunday ng hapon. Hindi na kasi ako pwedeng Monday umalis ng Laguna since 7 ang pasok ko. I can't risk being late. Chem 14 Lab pa naman 'yun.

Sa grades, okay naman lahat. Sayang nga lang di ako umabot ng Dean's List. At isa lang ang uno ko, Histo pa. Sobrang nakakaguilty kasi hindi talaga ako nagsipag this sem. Sa Math17 lang ako nagfocus. Damn. Sana mas nagseryoso ako. :(

Kaya ngayong second sem, gagalingan ko talaga. Since mukhang eto na ang last chance ko para makapag-dean's list. Pagdating kasi ng Pharm subjects, malabo na. So kelangan galingan ko talaga. Go! Kaya ko 'to. Pag hindi ako nakapagDean's List, ililibre ko si Pao at hindi maari yun. Well yun ay kung Dean's List si Pao at ako hindi. Hahaha. AT HINDI TALAGA MANGYAYARI YON. Dahil magseseryoso na talaga ako. Sana. Haha.

Ang dami ko pang gustong gawin sa buhay ko. Gusto ko bilhin yung Veronika decides to Die at A Thousand Splendid Suns. Pero dahil poor ako, next time na lang siguro. Malapit na ang pasko. Marami na naman akong reregaluhan. Kailangan na mag-ipon. Damn.

Hayyyy. O ayun. Sige sa susunod na lang ulit. :)

2009-10-30T09:38:00.000-07:00

PHOTO FLOOD. :)

HAHAHA. Tawa na lang. :))

Mehhh. I'm bored. It's raining. Nakakaantok pero hindi ako makatulog. :|

Ay may bago akong baby! His name is Damien. And yes he's a keyboard. Thanks Mom! :* Love ya. Hahaha.

Isay: Ma, may boyfriend na ako.
Mama: Sus. Kailan ka ba nawalan?

HAHAHA SI MAMA NAKIKIAGAW NG WORDS OF WISDOM KAY PAPA. =))

What else? Hmmm.

Things to accomplish this sembreak:
1. Finish The Zahir
2. Finish Orosa Nakpil
3. Finish Prison Break
4. Finish Gossip Girl
5. Master River Flows in You && Bella's Lullaby

O sige 'yan na lang ulet muna. :D 12:43 na. Di pa rin ako inaantok. *sighs*

KULOTKULOTKULOT + DAMIEN :)

Bagay ba talaga? Hmmm.

:)

HAHAHA alam ko nagsasawa na kayo sa PAO pero blog ko 'to. Bakit ba? :)) Wala kang magagawa. :)) Kani-kanina at ngayon-ngayon lang 'to.

Pao: Umiikot na mundo ko.
Isay: Umiikot naman talaga mundo.
Pao: Loko ka ah.

After some time.

Pao: Mamamatay na ako pota.
Isay: Hala bakit?

Hindi nagreply si Pao. After 30 minutes..

Isay: Hey buhay ka pa?
Jaycee: Diana jc to. Okay naman si Pao. Sumusuka lang si Pao saglit.
Isay: Oh? Seryoso? HAHAHAHA. Nasan na ba kayo?

At hindi na nagreply si Jaycee. Naman naman. :| Natatawa ako na naeewan. Di ko kasi alam feeling ng nagsusuka dahil sa inuman pero feel ko di siya okay. :| *sighs*

1:10 na. Hayyyyy.

IP Block 23 with Ma'am I. October 17, 2009. RH 119.
Mamimiss ko 'to. Sobra. :(
Punta kayo rito for more pictures. :)

Note: Ang panget ng arrangement ng post na ito. Halatang chaotic ang utak ko. Darn. :|

2009-10-29T22:34:00.000-07:00

MIXED EMOTIONS.

Yan ang naramdaman ko kahapon. Actually nung simula, super saya. Kasi ayun. I woke up at 9:30 and immediately took a bath. Tapos sumakay na ako ng bus papuntang Manila. Sa sobrang traffic, dumating ako sa Manila at about 12:30 PM. Pao and I decided to meet up at 7-eleven since di ko feel maghintay sa dorm. Sabe nia magcocommute lang daw siya eh medyo madilim ang paligid so ayun. Wala lang. Haha.

Pagdating ko sa 7-eleven, pinony-tail ko yung buhok ko para hindi masyadong halatang nagpakulot ako. Eh kasi feel ko hindi niya magugustuhan. Kasi nga parang ever since summer, ilang beses na niya akong sinasabihan na magpagupit na kasi super haba na ng buhok ko. Tsaka hindi naman lingid sa aking kaalaman na mas gusto talaga niya yung maikling buhok. Haha. Alam naaaa. :))

Dumating na siya and ayun. Nagulat ako kasi hindi kami nagjeep. Haha. Si Kuya Kevs na pala yung nagdrive. Tapos ayun dumating na kami sa bahay nila. Pagpasok sa bahay, yung Dad nia nasa sala nagcocomputer. So ayun. Medyo nahihiya pa rin ako sa Dad nia hanggang ngayon and hindi ko alam kung bakit.

Pumasok na kami sa kwarto niya, tapos ayun naglaro muna siya ng NBA sa PC. Nilabas ko yung portable ko since medyo nainip na akoo. Haha. Tapos sabe nia nuod na lang daw kami ng movie. E di nilabas niya yung lalagyan nila ng DVDs at napagpasyahan kong 28 Weeks Later ang panuorin since sabe ni Papa maganda raw yun.

Dumating si Lance at si Edlyn, yung girlfriend niya, so napalayas kami bigla. :)) Dun na lang daw kami sa taas ng doubledeck. E di ayun. Nanuod na kami. Ang freaky. Kadiri. Pero maganda. Tapos habang nanunuod sabe nia..

Pao : Ang cute naman ng buhok mo.
Isay: Ha?
Pao: Nagpakulot ka ba?
Isay: Oo.
Pao: Ibaba mo dali. Patingin.
Isay: Ayoko nga.
Pao: Ang damot mo.

Tapos ayun from time to time kinukulit niya ako na ipakita ko raw sa kanya nang nakalugay. Eh maarte ako eh. :))

Ang haba nung movie, nabattery empty yung portable ko at nabitin kaming dalawa. After nun, bigla siyang nagutom. Naalala namin bigla na hindi pa pala kami naglulunch. Tapos nagpaluto na siya. Habang iniintay yung food, nakatulog siya (antukin) tapos ako nagbasa ng The Zahir. Hinatid na ni Lance si Edlyn since may debut atang pupuntahan si Edlyn. Tapos ayun. Pagbalik ni Lance sabe nia aalis daw sila mamayang 7. Tinanong ako ni Pao kung gusto kong sumama pero nahiya naman ako nang bonggang bongga kaya sabe ko wag na.

Kumain na kami tapos ayun. Naghanap na ng sasakyan si Pao since mag6 na. Tapos ayon. Nilugay ko na yung buhok ko. Hahahahaha. Naglalaro ng NBA (na naman) yung magkapatid habang hinihintay namin yung sasakyan tapos nung napansin ata niya na nakalugay na ako, sabe nia "Bagay naman sa'yo eh."

Ngumiti lang ako. :))

Super hindi ko kasi inexpect 'yun. Wala lang ang saya lang. Haha ambabaw amp. Tapos ayun. Sa sasakyan sinabi nia ulet. "Bagay talaga sa'yo." Ako naman, "ehhhh." Tapos sabe nia "Ang arte mo." HAHAHAHA.

Basta masaya ako. :D :D :D

Hinatid nila ako sa service tapos nakatulog ako habang nagbbyahe. Pagdating sa bahay, nagOL ako as usual. Tapos nakausap ko si Sharky at ibinalita nia sakin yung nangyari sa removals ng Math17.

Nalungkot ako nang bonggang bongga sa nabalitaan ko. Wala lang. Kasi kahit na sabihin natin na magkakasama pa rin kami sa ilang subjects, syempre iba na. IP will never be the same again. :( Naiyak ako. Kasi. Parang alam niyo yun. As blockhead, gusto ko united kami palagi. Gusto ko lagi kaming magkakasama. Pero ngayon, parang mahirap na. Pero kakayanin pa rin. Kahit mahirap sa sched, gagawa pa rin ng paraan para magkasama-sama. Hayy.

Ayun lang. Nalungkot talaga ako. Kasi yung isa sa mga pinakaclose ko talaga, hindi kinaya. Pag naaalala ko, super nalulungkot pa rin ako.

Pero ganun talaga ang buhay. Hayyyy.

Tapos nakakalungkot din kasi si Xyra, Munik, Keesha at Chryzl eh magpapaderma raw ngayon tapos manunuod ng 500 Days of Summer. Hindi ako makasama kasi may block rosary dito sa bahay mamaya and nakapagpangako ako na ako yung maglelead ng prayer. Gusto ko talaga sumama kaso hindi pwede. :(

Kung ibang bagay siguro yung pinag-commitan ko, okay lang kahit i-cancel ko. Pero iba kasi yun ee. Birthday kasi ng Tita ko and since parang naging tradition na namin na kapag may birthday sa family, kami yung maglelead ng block rosary. Kaya ayun.

Pwede sana kung makakauwi ako ng 5 PM pero I doubt it. Ang original plan ko kasi for this day, magsisimba kami nila Pao kaso nacancel din since ngayon na raw sila pupunta sa sementeryo since may bagyo raw sa Saturday. And para na rin makaiwas sa dagsa ng tao kung sa Sat pa sila pupunta.

Ayun. *sobsobsob*

2009-10-28T10:39:00.000-07:00

HOW CAN LIFE BE SO UNFAIR?????

PAO'S SUBJECTS FOR NEXT SEM:

Biology
English 2
INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
Human Relations
NSTP 2
Theolody Education 2
Filipino 2
PE 2
ANTHROPOLOGY
PRINCIPLES OF MANAGEMENT
LAW ON FAMILY RELATIONS

ISAY'S SUBJECTS FOR NEXT SEM:

Communication Skills 2
Social Science 1 - Foundations of Behavioral Sciences
PE 1 - Foundations of Physical Fitness
Chem 14 - Fundamentals of General Chemistry - Lecture
Chem 14.1 - Fundamentals of General Chemistry - Laboratory
Math 100 - Introduction to Calculus
Philo 1 - Philosophical Analysis
IP 121 - Pharmaceutical Calculations and Techniques (Lecture and Laboratory)
NSTP

Bakit ganito? Bakit ba kasi IP yung nilagay ko sa UPCAT form ko tapos ngayon naiinggit ako? Well although PolSci clearly wasn't a choice for me. Bakit walang Legal Management na course sa UP? Bakit ang gaganda ng subjects niya?? :(( How could life be so cruel?

Gusto niya maging surgeon. Gusto ko maging lawyer. Pwede bang makipag-exchange na lang ng course? 50k per sem LANG naman tuition niya. Shet 50k din yun. Haha wag na lang pala.

Pero...nakakaiyak. Wala akong ibang magawa kundi mag-inhale exhale dito. Eh kasi naman. Oo I consider ComSci, Accounting and English as my forte. Chem? Math? Hello super waterloo ko kaya yun. As you can see, yung mga nakabold lang yung subjects na talagang I look forward to. Yung mga naka-red, oo na lang.

May ANTHROPOLOGY siya. :|
May INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY siya.
May PRINCIPLES OF MANAGEMENT siya.
At may LAWS ON FAMILY RELATIONS siya. Law law law. Lawwwww. :((

Hay buhay. Badtrip.

Hindi naman sa sinasabi kong ayaw ko sa course ko. Mahal ko ang course ko. Kaso minsan, feel ko mas magiging maganda ang performance ko kung iba yung course ko. Hayyy.

2009-10-27T03:21:00.000-07:00

ONE SEM DOWN.
9 more to go.
HOPEFULLY. :)

I passed Math17. I'm saying it not because its a big thing, well even though for me it is a big thing. Hindi lang dahil mahirap daw 'to tapos naipasa ko e ipinagmamayabang ko na na nakapasa ako. Haha. I just felt like saying it for the sake of being able to. Alam mo 'yun? Parang isang malaking tinik yung nabunot sa akin. Tapos ang kapalit? Mas marami pang mga tinik na tumusok ulit sa akin. Kasi after Math 17, may Math 100 pa ako. Tapos Chem 14. Chem 18. At kung anu-ano pa. Ganun naman talaga e di ba? You just have to keep moving forward. Challenges are given to strengthen us for us to be able to face even greater challenges ahead.

Pero mas magaan na yung loob ko ngayon after I had some serious talk with my father regarding my studies. Syempre dahil sa super greatness ni Papa Tagumpay, na-enlighten naman ako nang bonggang-bongga.

Medyo mahaba ito at magtatagalog ako. Hahaha. Ayun.

Complete opposite ang nanay at tatay ko. Si Mama, seryoso sa buhay. Si Papa...oo na lang. :)) Hindi naman sa sinasabi kong walang pakialam sa buhay niya si Papa. Ano lang, chillax lang siya. Oo tama. Hardcore siya. Haha. Kaya nga kung tatanungin mo ako, I'd say na mas marami akong namana kay Papa compared kay Mama.

Si Papa, rebelde. Tsaka natuto siyang maging independent at an early age. Ako, rebelde. At nagpipilit maging independent at an early age. HAHA. Oo I have quite more freedom compared to others my age. Hindi nila ako pinalaki sa sermon, palo at anumang disiplina. Never akong napagbuhatan ng kamay. Hindi ko alam kung negative ang naging epekto nun sa akin or positive. Kayo na magjudge. Pero basta. Naniniwala kasi sila na the more na paghigpitan ako, lalo akong lumalaban. Tsaka spoiled din nga pala kasi ako. Sabi ni Papa nung bata pa ako, mahirap daw akong magtampo. Kasi talagang hindi ko raw siya kinakausap for a week pag may tampo ako. Kaya nga ngayon, pag hindi siya nakapunta dito sa bahay tuwing Sunday, the next week may something yun na dala para sa akin at todo pa-sweet at lambing siya sa akin para di raw ako magtampo. Haha.

Hindi ko maalala kung ganun ba talaga ako pero well, bata pa naman ako nun. Oo nadala ko nga siguro yung ugali na yun kasi ngayon, pag may galit ako sa isang tao, hindi ko siya kinakausap for a long time. And yes, nagkikimkim ako kahit na alam ko na mali yun. Minsan lang naman ako magalit, pero hindi yun yung main topic ng post na ito. Haha.

Ayun back to independence, I can say na I can decide on my own na. Kung gusto kong gawin ang isang bagay, sasabihin ko kay Mama pero kahit ayaw niya sa bagay na gagawin ko, gagawin ko pa rin. Kasi para sa akin, hindi naman ako nagpapaalam, nagsasabi lang ako para alam mo. Ang bitch ko no? Pero that works out for me and my mom. She understands me. Dahil na rin siguro magkaibang-magkaiba yung pinagdaanan namin when I was her age.

Laking probinsiya si Mama. Tapos lumuwas lang siya dito sa Manila para makapag-college. Sa PUP siya nag-aral tapos BS Accounting. Uhm. Mag-isa siya rito sa Manila habang yung family niya nasa Atimonan, Quezon. Sa umaga, nag-aaral siya tapos sa gabi, nagwowork. Nakapagtrabaho siya sa Max, Greenwich, Mcdo, etc. etc. etc. Hanga ako kay Mama kasi super sipag niya talaga. Sadly, hindi ko 'yun namana. Workaholic nga e. Study-holic pa. Sabe nia sa akin gusto raw talaga niya maging lawyer ever since bata pa siya. Wala lang talagang pera so she worked hard at ngayon, kaunti na lang ggraduate na siya from Law School.

Maraming manliligaw si Mama. Haha. HELLO. Ang ganda kaya ng Mama ko. Sayang hindi ko rin 'yun namana. Anyways. Minsan nga sinasabi niya sa akin, sa dami raw ng nanligaw sa kanya, bakit daw si Papa ang UNA niyang BF at well, naging asawa LANG NAMAN niya. Sabe ko na lang, Mama, maganda ka at opposites attract. So...ganun talaga. :))

Pero hindi yun yung point ko, (na panget si Papa haha diretsahan na! ) Ang point ko, kahit na maraming manliligaw si Mama, talagang studies muna ang priority niya. Ang galing niya no? Haha. Hindi ko talaga yun namana. =)) Malandi anak niya eh. Kanino pa ba ako magmamana? Alam naaaa. HAHA PAPA! =))

Si Papa, grade school pa lang may syota na. Ayy. Alam na talagaaa. =))

Si Mama, Cum Laude. Si Papa, College dropout.

...SHEEET! =)) Lord, wag naman po sana.

Pero swerte ako pareho sa kanila. Kasi si Mama, naiintindihan naman ako. Sobra sobra nga ee. Boyfriend, shopping, hingi pera, gastos, at kung anu-ano pa. Okay lang sa kanya. Ang hindi okay, MABABANG GRADES. Kay Papa, okay lang kahit bagsak bagsak pa, tae siya rin kasi bagsak bagsak eh, ang hindi okay, BOYFRIEND. O di ba ang saya. =))

Pero kahit na alam kong ayaw nila, pag pinagtatapat ko naman, wala na silang magagawa. Pag bagsak ako, na hindi pa naman nangyayari, maipapapasa pa ba nila yun? Pag may boyfriend ako, uhhh... BASTA WALA SILANG MAGAGAWA.

Ang prinsipyo kasi ng tatay ko, "Buhay mo naman 'yan. Bakit? Ako ba yung maghihirap sa future kung magloloko ka ngayon?"

Deep inside, alam ng tatay kong maghihirap siya pag nagloko ako. WAHAHAHA. Hello ako at si Acy lang kaya aasahan niya. Bohahaha. Style niya bulok. >:) Pero umeepekto naman sa akin yung pangongonsensiya niya. Kasi nga ambisyosa ako, so ayon. You get the point.

Tapos ayun. Siguro nagtataka kayo kung paano napagaan ng tatay ko ang loob ko. Ang haba ng intro pero ito lang talaga gusto kong ishare sa inyo. Napasarap lang ako ng kwento. Hahaha

Ganito kasi yun. Parang napagkwentuhan namin yung grades ko. Tapos..

Papa: Wala ka naman palang bagsak eh bakit ka nag-iinarte diyan?
Isay: Eh kasi gusto ko magDean's List. :|
Papa: Oh tapos?
Isay: Eh ang hirap eh.
Papa: Yun naman pala eh. Kung hindi kaya, wag mong pilitin ang sarili mo. Wala naman sa grades yan eh. Basta gumraduate ka at magkaron ka ng maayos na trabaho.
Isay: Eh yun pa.
Papa: O anu na naman?
Isay: Parang gusto kong magshift.
Papa: Saan naman?
Isay: Hindi ko alam.
Papa: Wag ka na lang kayang mag-aral?
Isay: Gagu ka ba?
Papa: Oo.
Isay: Ay sorry wrong question. HAHAHAHA.
Papa: Pero seriously, mas magaan ang buhay ko kapag di ka na nag-aral. Magcall center ka na lang magaling ka naman mag-english ee. O kaya maghanap ka na ng mayamang mapapangasawa tapos magiging battered housewife ka.
Isay: *straightface*
Papa: Bakit ba gusto mo magshift?
Isay: Wala lang.
Papa: Nahihirapan ka ba?
Isay: Hindi.
Papa: Eh ano?
Isay: Hindi pa ako nahihirapan. Baka sa future lang mahirapan ako.
Papa: Ayaw mo nun. Akala ko ba gusto mo ng challenge?
Isay: Ehhh.
Papa: Anong ehhh?
Isay: Gusto ko mag-PolSci. Kaso ayaw ko.
Papa: Tangena.
Isay: I mean gusto ko ng something along the line of PolSci kaso ayaw ko maging professor.
Papa: Buti naisip mo yan.
Isay: Tapos gusto ko rin magComSci, kasi feeling ko magaling naman ako pagdating sa computer stuff. Kaso ayoko sa Math. At gusto ko rin mag-Accounting.
Papa: Ano yun lahat tayo Accounting?
Isay: Eh yun nga.
Papa: Wala kayang kachallenge challenge ang Accounting. Madali lang yun ehh. Sayang utak mo run.
Isay: Bakit pareho kayo ng sinasabi ni Mama?
Papa: Eh totoo naman kasi. Ang Mama mo nag-accounting lang dahil gusto niya magLaw.
Isay: Gusto ko rin magLaw.
Papa: Potangena ang dami mong gusto. Ewan ko sayo.
Isay: Kaya nga ehh.
Papa: Magstick ka na lang muna sa IP. Why don't you give it a try? UP lang ang may IP diba?
Isay: Yup.
Papa: Don't worry. Tingnan mo ako, nag-PolSci, nagComSci tapos nag-Accounting. Tingnan mo narating ko.
Isay: Yun nga yun ee. Wala kang narating! :((
Papa: Gaga. Gusto mo tanggalan kita ng allowance?
Isay: Joke lang. Ikaw naman kasi isang sem na lang sa Accounting hindi mo pa tinapos.
Papa: Eh ang boring nga kasi. Ang dali masyado. Kaya maganda yang nahihirapan ka. At least hindi ka mabobore.
Isay: Okay.
Papa: Ayun. Basta gumraduate ka lang. UP yan. Maraming nangarap maging kung nasaan ka ngayon. Wag mong sayangin. Yung Dean's List, bonus na lang yun. Okay?

O di ba? O ayun. Haha. Hanggang dito na lang muna. Tinatamad na ako. :)) Galing ng Tatay ko no? Haha.

2009-10-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry kailangan ko lang talagang ilabas to.

Tangena.

Ano bang meron sa araw na ito? Punyeta.

1. Most probable date ng Math 17 Finals ay sa Oct. 23. MaSci Foundation Day lang naman 'yun.
2. Magkasabay ang Histo 1 and Bio 20 Lec Long Exam sa Friday.
3. Ang haba ng coverage ng Bio 20 Lec.
4. Bawat araw, (WTF) may meeting ako.
5. Kelangan namin pumunta sa Diliman bukas para sa Herbarium, Long Exam ko rin sa NatSci kinabukasan.
6. Wala pa akong naaaccomplish sa Comm1 na kelangan na sa Thursday.
7. Nahulog ko ata sa jeep yung nameplate ko.
8. Naiwan ko sa BioLab Room yung P300.00 worth of photox ng handouts para sa Pharm100 at sana nandun pa rin siya.
9. Dapat itutuloy namin ni Mama yung naudlot naming dinner kagabi, nagtext siya na papunta na siya. so ako naman hintay lang, after 30 mins at wala pa rin, akala ko natraffic lang siya. Tas after 30 more mins, may nareceive akong text sabe "Andito na ako sa baba." Baba naman agad ako. Pero wala siya. Sunod-sunod na dating ng text like "Hello, andito na ako." "Nasan ka ba?" "Okay sige aalis na lang ako." Super nagbreakdown ako dahil dun. Tiningnan ko yung oras, 30 mins ago pa dapat dumating yung mga text. Tangena talaga. :((

At most of all, bakit feeling ko meron pa ring kulang?

Bakit pakiramdam ko ako lang yung hindi pa talaga nakakaadjust? Bakit feeling ko..?

FML.

2009-10-06T21:28:00.000-07:00

Ms. Orolfo

If you really want to be a lawyer, try applying for UPMDC (UPM Debate Circle). Through that you'll meet different law students from Ateneo, Diliman, etc. and of course the lawyers of UPMDC. It'll be a lot of fun really while you're having a toxic life in Pharm and who knows they might be of help in realizing your dream. :) Good luck. :)

Mrs. Sheila G. Nacabu-an
Former UPMDC Member
Top 5, Pharmacy Licensure Exam 2005
PHARM100 PROF

MY LIFE IN 2 WEEKS:

October 12 - Bowling Finals
October 13 - Pharm100 Project Presentation
October 14 - NSTP Presentation
October 15 - NatSci Third Long Exam
October 16 - Submission of Book Review for Histo
BioLec 4th DepEx
October 20 - Third Long Exam Histo
5th DepEx Math17
Pharm100 Finals
October 21 - 5th DepEx BioLab
October 22-28 - Finals Week

I'll be gone for a while now. This time I'm serious. :)
MaScians, kitakits na lang sa 23. :)

&&Napapagod na ako. SA LAHAT. Ayoko na muna makipag-usap. Give me some time to think. Hindi tungkol sa lovelife 'to. I'm seriously happy and contented with what I have right now in terms of that. *wink* Basta basta. Tama na muna. Magsisign-out muna ako sa ngayon. Hindi sa tumatakbo ako, umiiwas or what. Okay?

2009-10-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

Since I have been super lazy this whole 'vacation' week, I am feeling a bit scary for what might happen to me this week. But once again, being the slightly OC person that I am, I'll be listing my plans for this week.

Monday - which is technically today

Math 17 - rechecking of 4th DepEx / discussion of answers / new lesson
NatSci 8 - reporting of the remaining groups
Comm 1 - to hell with this subject, I'm currently in the process of finishing the requirements for this subject TONIGHT
1:00-3:00 - BREAK, stay somewhere and copy Marj's Histo and BioLab notes, in case i missed some things, have my Pharm100 paper printed and then for the remaining time, study for BioLab DepEx on Tuesday
Bowling - Play 3 or 4 games maybe?
At the Dorm - study a bit of Math, then dedicate the rest of the night for BioLab DepEx

Tuesday

Histo, Math17, BioLec - Discussion
Bio Lab - DepEx
4:00 to 5:30 - BREAK, read a book perhaps?
5:30 - 6:30 - FA Meeting, which is in conflict with my Pharm100 subject[6 to 7] so maybe I won't be able to attend Pharm 100, oh well, I have to sacrifice at least one. :(
At the Dorm - Finish the Book Report for Histo [deadline on Friday]

Wednesday

NSTP - Learning Materials
Free day, maybe allot this day for Pharm100 Video/ Hang-out somewhere
At the Dorm - Study Math, Write on Journal and Finish Pharm100 reviewer maybe?

Thursday

Math17 , NatSci8, Comm1 - Lecture
Pharm100 Video / Do anything 'academic' aka BE PRODUCTIVE

Friday

Histo 1 - Deadline for Submission of Book Report / Discussion
Math17, BioLec, BioLab - Discussion
GALA / SLEEP :))

Saturday

Not yet sure about the plans for this day, but I'll definitely go home and procrastinate all day long aka WATCH MOVIES AND READ BOOKS WEEE~

Sunday

Study Pharm100 for the Finals on Tuesday, among other things. Basta I should be productive during Sundays. :>

Other things in mind:

Fruit to preserve for Bio Lab
I'm broke. Guhhreat.

There, judging from my schedule, I can say that this is one of my not-so hell weeks. Although I have a DepEx on Tuesday, basically I'll be slacking off from Wednesday to Friday. I've only got the Histo Book Report to worry about. Wooot. That'd be easy, errr..yess. As of now, I've only got that. I still don't know what might come up anyway. So so far, that's my sched. :D SEE : SUBJECT TO CHANGE, always is. ;)

Hyeay. That's the magic of listing things. You realize that there's nothing really to be scared about. Hurray! Well then, off to resume my work with Comm1. Goodluck to all of us guys! We can do this. :)

On a side note: Yes I do my best to put some time for me to procrastinate in my schedule. Some sort of reward...even though I don't think I deserve any. Haha!

Lazy week ahead. But whatev. I hope Odal-Devora's absent tomorrow. :>

2009-10-01T10:03:00.000-07:00

Another 24 hours wasted.

Tumanda na naman ako ng isang araw, pero wala pa rin akong nagagawa. Sabi ko sa sarili ko magpapakaproductive na ako ngayon, wala pa rin. Baket?

Paggising ko ng mga 10AM, bigla akong sinipag at eto nga. Inayos ko muna 'yung blog layout ko. Natapos ako mag-1 na.
Tapos biglang dumating si Sairah. Lumubog daw yung buong bahay nila, kaya rito ulet muna siya. So nakipaglaro muna ako nang bonggang-bongga.
Tapos nagharvest ako ng crops sa Farmville at nagbantay ng Restaurant City.
Nakakita ng news na baka raw mag-extend yung suspension, nagresearch kung totoo, at naggm.
Tapos bigla akong kinausap ni Mr. Oliver Lorenzo Felisilda. E di ayun. Nagwebcam, at kung anu-ano pang chika.

Ito oh:

Zoom-in. 8D

Habang kausap si Oli, may biglang pinacheck/revise sa akin na something si Andrew. E di yun revise naman ako.
Pagkaalis ni Oli, eh nakabukas pa rin webcam ko, super ewang usapan with Jorelle na lasing.
Nakausap din sandali si Momi Ella. Mark Cua. Cynthia. At kung sinu-sino pa.
Habang kausap ko si Jorelle, bigla akong tinawagan ng Math17 prof ko para sabihin yung scores namin sa Math17 DepEx tas ipost ko raw sa YG.
E di pinost ko na, tapos bigla na akong pini-m ni Pao. Napag-usapan namin si Pepeng, tas nagbasa-basa ako ng news tungkol sa kanya. Ayun.
Tapos andameng mga blockmates na nakikibalita rin sa akin. Mga tanong, changes sa schedule, exam dates at kung anu-ano.
Usap-usap. Tas binuksan ko 'yung Tweetdeck. Shyet. Andame nang tao. Usap-usap na naman.
Tas pini-m ako ni Fermine. Usap-usap, hanggang sa nahantong kami kay Kathy Luna.
E di ayun investigate ng kaunti, tapos nakarating sa conclusion na i-warn na lang ang mga tao tungkol sa kanya.
Naggoodnight na si Fermine, tinamad na ako bumalik sa Tweetdeck.

Pagtingin ko sa orasan: 12.54 AM na.

Anakngshyet. Bakit kanina 1 PM pa lang? T-T

Hay. Last post ko na talaga 'to. Seryoso. Para mamotivate ako, eto ang gagawin ko sa natitirang 3 araw:

~~Math 17 - Aral ng next lessons.~~
Precis, Paraphrase at Outline ng The Sense of Self
Precis, Paraphrase at Outline ng The Filipino echos
~~Mag-imbento ng ilalagay sa Journal :))~~
~~Tapusin ang Tino Brigade~~ at gawin ang book review
Ayusin ang notes sa Histo1
~~Ayusin ang notes sa Bio20 Lec~~
Mag-aral para sa DepEx sa Bio20 Lab on Tuesday
Gumawa ng reviewer para sa finals ng Pharm100

O sige tama na muna 'yan. Di na ko maglilista ng iba baka di ko rin matapos. Magsisimula na ako ngayon. Kaya ko 'to!

2009-10-01T01:00:00.000-07:00

OCTOBER NA PALA.

Ang bilis talaga ng panahon. Ang masaklap pa, lumilipas ito nang wala man lang akong nagagawa. Gusto ko na pumasok. Gusto ko na matapos ang sem na 'to. Gusto ko ng totoong sembreak. :|

Natatamad na ako maghintay para maharvest ang crops ko sa FarmVille.
Natatamad na ako magbantay ng restaurant sa Restaurant City.
Natatamad na ako mag-accomplish ng lessons sa School of Wizardry.
Natatamad na ako magFacebook.
Natatamad na ako magdownload ng kung anu-anong kanta.
Natatamad na ako magbasa ng The Tinio Brigade.
Natatamad na ako mag-aral.
Natatamad na ako magmovie marathon.
Natatamad na ako mabuhay.
Natatamad na ako maging tamad.

Punyemas na buhay 'to.
Sana tumila na ang ulan. :(

New skin, btw. Naaliw sa kanta ni Regina Spektor. Ayan tuloy. Haynakoooo. Boredom kills. :|

'Yun lang.

2009-09-27T22:34:00.000-07:00

These past few weeks, I did/realized/wished that...

...that Trigonometry is easier than College Algebra. Although you have to be familiar with certain Algebra topics like Factoring, Radicals, Exponents, etc. etc. in order to prove/get the fundamental solutions for certain quantities.
...that if others can, why can't I? I realized that I am also capable of achieving high marks as long as I really do my best to study. I complain about failing, but then I don't do something to stop that from happening. Now that I've done something about it, I got the results that I want and I feel so fulfilled and satisfied. Who ever said I can't? Just myself. JUST MYSELF.
...that it is no longer fun to hear classes being suspended. Call me GC or what but I just feel like I'm wasting so much time being a bum here at home. Or maybe it's just my urgent wish of being able to graduate and get this college life over with already.
...that watching the news only makes me depressed. That's why I don't watch the news that much.
...that Dylan is my constant reminder that I need to study. Without him, I could go on stress-free. Why? Because without him, I can't study. All of my files and other school stuff is with him. Maybe I should try not bringing him with me when I go home to Laguna more often.
...that I want to earn my own money now. 'nuf said.
...that I am forced to eat more when I'm with the people I love. So to become thin, I should be anti-social. To become anti-social, I should be uber gc. To become uber gc, I should fail my subjects. How can I fail my subjects when I want to graduate already? Conclusion: My hopes of becoming thinner are all just in vain. Period.
...that Twitter is much much better than Plurk. Just because I love seeing my sentences arranged the way it is in Twitter.
...that I really hate to travel when it is raining.
...that I am lucky enough to be living in Laguna.
...that I want our dance practices in Pharmakinetics to begin as soon as possible. I just want to..dance. Oh hey. Meet my Pharmakinetics Family. :)

...that I am developing a crush on Gerald Anderson. Yes. The guy in "Tayong Dalawa". I don't really watch the TV these days. But I remember back in highschool being a fangirl over the "Kimerald" Tandemn during their PBB Days. Wonder why I started crushing him? First, Fit 'n Right donated 1M worth of goods because of him. Second, take a look at these photos:

He's trying to save some of his neighbors due to the flood. Hot. Right? Got the photos from Saab Magalona

...that I want to help people. Even in the smallest ways possible. Even just by donating clothes and relief goods. That would still be helping, right?
...that my Dad is getting thinner. I wonder what he's been doing lately? I didn't see him for a month and I really missed him so much. I'm also sick worried about him because his work in Meralco demands so much from him during times like this.
...that I haven't seen my Mom for a week now. I miss her.
...that I haven't watched HP 6 until now. EPIC FAIL!
...that I wear black/white/gray too often. Maybe I should add a little color to my wardrobe.
...that the New Moon's soundtrack includes great bands. I am strangely excited to see the film. Maybe because it's a date with Gift? Oh well, I like the Volturi part of New Moon best anyway.
...that I love the feeling when my blockmates thank me when I tell them there are no classes. They love me for group messaging announcements like those. Seriously. Well they really have to love me. :)) Kidding.
...that I want to relearn how to play the piano now. And guess what? My Mom's going to buy me a new piano come sembreak. I love you Mom!
...that my brother is starting to care about his academic standing. Which is quite a relief for me because I've always been his constant reminder that he needs to study. I'm glad he listens to me now. And that he does whatever I want him / ask him to do. :)
...that even though it's already hard to talk to my Lola now, I should still try my best to talk to her and tell her stories about school because she's the one who took care of me when I was still a baby. She was the one who tried to understand me when I still can barely speak. She was the one who was there for me when my parents were at work all day. And she didn't even complain about how hard it is to take care of me as a baby.
...that no matter how tired I am from school, I should never forget to smile at the people I pass by in the corridors or even in the mall. I shouldn't be too harsh on them even if I'm not feeling well. I shouldn't isolate myself in my room when I'm at home. I should tell stories to my Tita as well. And I should listen to Acy's stories too.
...that I am generally on a bad mood whenever I lack sleep. Which I often do.
...that I should be more careful with my words.
...that I should always try to check my phone every minute. I so feel guilty when I forget to check my phone and see that a lot of people has been texting me, asking me about some things, urgent things and all that yada-yada.
...that it is such a very happy feeling when people tries to check on you to know if you're alright. During the whole typhoon period, I've been receiving so many messages, not gms, personal messages with my name on it asking how I was. Thank you so much for the concern everyone.
...that hugs are the best thing you can give to those who really need it. :)
...that the greatest feeling I can ever feel is to be loved and to be needed.
...that I shouldn't ignore people who IMs me on Y!M even though I'm really busy.
...that people does notice my busy sign in Y!M. When I ask them how come they don't talk to me anymore, they say it's because of that busy sign. Well then, I'll try my best not to use it anymore. :)
...that I have been missing on the simple things in life. Simple talks. Breakfast. I tend to complicate my life that I have forgotten how easy it is to be happy.
...that I could continue writing the novels/stories that I've started last summer. Before I die, I want one story of mine to be published and be read by everyone.
...that I want more time to be able to read novels. I miss reading novels. :(
...that I should learn how to save money. Not because my Mom and Dad are generous in giving me extra money means that I should spend everything on anything I see. I've been complaining about not having a decent phone, an IPod, clothes, shoes, bags while other people don't even eat three times a day.
...that I should take things one at a time. I'm no superhero. I have to accept the fact that I can't do everything I want.
And lastly, ....that it is never too late to be who you could've been. :)

I still have lots of things in my mind but those probably are enough for now. I hope that you guys also learned a lot of things from the past events.

Live. Laugh. Love.

And most of all, LEARN. :)

2009-09-26T03:11:00.000-07:00

IT'S RAINING SH*T TODAY.

I had to cancel a lot of things because of you stupid typhoon. Seriously! Okay I know that I said hello to HIATUS from blogging until this sem ends but since I'm stuck here at home all day with nothing to do, I shall blog.

Yesterday was our 4th Departmental Exam in Math17. I didn't sleep the day before because I was really scared of the test. As you might know, we're already done with the College Algebra part of Math17 and now we are having Trigonometry. Hoho! I'm quite terrified of this subject because I just...fear it. Back in highschool, I got my very first 86 in this subject and my parents were all too angry because of it. Ahhh the memories! :|

Anyways, so yea after Bio Lab, Marj, Blessy and I went to CP for the Pharmakinetics photo thing. We stayed there for a while answering exercises then when it was already about 5:30-ish, we decided to walk back to CAS. On our way, we saw Pao walking along Faura, which was quite a surprise for me.

At UP, I finally felt the pressure. Grabe. Everyone I see says "Goodluck" to me. My inbox was also flooded by "Goodluck" and "God Bless" messages. Everyone hugs me and says "Kaya mo 'yan". I felt like crying kasi parang..wow feeling ata ng mga 'to babagsak ako. :)) Haha the last statement was just a joke tho. =))

Ayun. Clinton handed me the seating arrangement and we proceeded to GAB 105. I announced who seated next to whom and all that yada-yada. We were all laughing so hard while waiting for Sir Jobert. Maybe it's just our way of releasing tension. Then Sir Jobert finally came and gave us the test.

The exam was relatively easy. Relatively, as in compared to the other tests, it is easier. It's still hard tho. Anyway, after the test, it was raining hard and I still had to go home because it was my Lola's bday. I didn't mind going back and getting my laptop at my dorm because I was thinking I'll just get it tomorrow.

When I arrived home, I greeted my Lola, went to my room, and fell asleep instantly.

Today I woke up to the sound of my Dad's voice. Heee. Its been about a month since we last saw each other. When I looked at the clock, it was already 12-something. I slept at 10. :)) 14 hours baby!

My Dad won't let me go to Manila because of the rain. Then I received Chryzl's text saying our get together was canceled. T-T Damn. Now I'm sick worried about the girls because I've been receiving text messages from them about how hard the rain is and how high the flood in their places is. And I'm stuck here at home without Dylan. I wonder how he is. I just left him at my desk and I didn't bother putting him inside his bag. :|

Let's all pray for everyone who is affected by this flood. :(

And oops I posted this at my Multi a while ago:
I was thinking of a new "About Me" section and it turned out to be so long so I just posted it. :))

Random things you need to know about me:
1. I am named after a princess and a goddess. When you try to look up the meaning of my name, you'd get Divine and Pure. That's how heavenly my names is. Just the name tho.
2. I still have to wait for about 2 years before I become legal.
3. I am vain, lazy, ugly and fat. And no I am not anorexic because I still eat too much.
4. I am insomniac. I can't seem to get to sleep before 3 AM.
5. I love coffee. I consume a minimum of 3 cups per day.
6. To compensate for my lack of sleep, I usually hibernate when my schedule allows me to do so. Sometimes I sleep for 20 hours straight.
7. I just can't live without the internet.
8. I believe that ghosts and aliens exist.
9. I am a bookworm. If given the choice, I'd rather lie in the house all day and feed my brain by reading every single book I can find.
10. I like Katy Perry and I personally think that Lady Gaga is one of the weirdest persons on earth.
11. I usually research for unknown bands because I am selfish. I don't like listening to bands that are already popular, I stop listening to them when they already are, except of course for Paramore.
12. My life is full of ironies, I am taking up Industrial Pharmacy at the University of the Philippines-Manila, but I don't like drinking medicine.
14. Sometimes I wish my brother is not my brother. He's hot and I'm not. :))
15. I think I got my love for music from my Dad. I grew up to the music of Oasis, Slipknot, AC/DC, Black Sabbath, Incubus, Matchbox 20, Creed and Eraserheads. I also got my love for clothes from him btw.
16. I can talk to my Mom about everything. She's taking up Law and because of her, I will be taking it up too.
17. Sometimes I think I'm bi, good thing I am not.
18. I am a frustrated dancer, writer and photographer.
19. I would've taken ComSci as a course but I suck at Math. Now I'd want to take up Photography or Fine Arts. But our budget is low so I might have to stick with IP.
20. I suck at chem. FML.
21. I love reading entries at fmylife.com.
22. I used to be crazy about Edward Cullen.
23. I read Naruto and One Piece Manga online. Actually Mangas in general.
24. I am in love with YUI. I think she's one of the best Jap singers ever.
25. Yiruma is the greatest pianist ever. I play the piano but I suck.
26. I love making lists like this...that's how OC I am.
27. I love my life and all its irrationalities, complexities, vagueness, craziness , etc.
28. I also love the people in my life. Especially my girls, Xyra, Chryzl, Keesha, Jana, Munik and of course JORELLE.
29. I was born on the 29th of March.
30. I love writing lengthy and incoherent paragraphs so you probably have to bear with me.
31. You didn't notice that there was no no. 13.
32. I wrote this for 30 minutes. And if you have gone this far, thank you so much! :)

Lastly, I made a new playlist for my blog. Hope you enjoy the songs that I included! :D

2009-09-19T21:38:00.001-07:00

Diana will be back after this sem. :)

Check my twitter for more updates. <3

2009-09-15T06:41:00.000-07:00

I am in LOVE with MUSIC.
and with you. :)

I wish it was so easy to talk to everyone about these matters. Haha. Musicccc~

Pardon me for the senseless posts. I just want to keep this blog alive as much as possible. And these are my poor attempts in doing so. I'm sorry I am not as productive as other bloggers. Hohoho. Anyway, yeaaa. :)

2009-09-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

DAHIL WALA NANG NAGBABASA NG BLOG KO..

Haha wala langgggg. Nakakatamad mag-aral ngayon. :|
Pasado nga pala ako sa third depex ng Math17.
Wootwoot.
Trigo na kame ngayon. Gosssssh. :|

O sige na. MagpapakaGC na ako. Sana.

hindinamanakomanlolokoah?

2009-09-09T03:23:00.000-07:00

Gusto ko magblog. :) Gusto kong magblog nang may katuturan. Pero that's quite impossible. Kaya wag na lang kayong umasang may mapupulot kayo rito.

Isa pa, gusto kong magphoto-blog. Pero tinatamad ako. Kaya wag na rin lang. :)

First of all, I would like to thank Ate Irizh for reminding me of the existence of this blog. Heh. N*****i? :))

September 7, 2009 - Happy Birthday Acy! :) Ang tanda mo na. Hoho. Nothing really quite happened that day. Munik, Pao, Xy and I met up at Mcdo MaSci. Then Pao and I went to Araneta to buy tickets for the cheerdance competition. We arrived there at about 11 AM and guess what, SOLD OUT na lahat ng tickets. The only available ones were for Gen. Ad. so we decided to go to Jana's house, where Munik was, to hand her the money so she can try her luck in UPD. I do not want to further elaborate about this topic because I feel bitter, still. DAMN YOU CHEERLEADING COMPETITION. DAMN.

Anyways, today is a Wednesday and yes, it is happy day. I slept at 3 AM and woke up at 6. I was just in time for NSTP class. Ms. Chua was calling out my name the moment I stepped inside the room. Wheiw. We continued making our learning materials for next sem. After class, Holi, Marj, Blessy and I stayed for a while at the CP Lib to study Trig. Hoho. I went ahead of them because my Mom and I were supposed to have lunch together.

The rain was effin hard and I was wet all over when I arrived at LandBank. I received a text message from Ate Hyna saying that classes were already suspended but then Kuya Alex texted as well saying that we will push through with the photoshoot for UPCP-100th Anniversary Coffeebook. I returned to CP and helped out a bit in designing UPPhA's Bulletin Board. It was just about 12 when Trishia Gayle texted me that she and Elaine were at Mcdo. I asked Ate Java what time we're going to start and she said 2 PM because we're still waiting for Ate Meg and the others so I decided to drop by Rob first.

I went directly to Mcdo and immediately saw Elaine and Trishia Gayle there. I stayed there for about an hour. I was waiting for some news from Imman because we were also supposed to meet up that day. By 2 PM, Ate Pauline texted me to go back to CP because we were about to start. I hurried to CP and changed to my white uniform. When I got back, the photographer haven't arrived yet and Kuya Louie was playing Plant Vs. Zombies which was a very cute game. Ate Phya and Charm was amazed by the cherry bombs and so was I but I was too sleepy due to lack of sleep, doh, so I slept for a while.

When I woke up, it was already time to start. After we finished shooting while wearing our white uniforms, we changed into our smart casual clothes. Trishia Gayle was already texting me by that time that she was already with Imman, Pao and Erald at Mcdo. So there, after a series of jump shoots and yada-yada, I hurriedly changed clothes and took off to Mcdo 2nd floor.

We stayed there for a while until Trishia Gayle told me that she had to go meet one of her blockmates. So we accompanied her there, and the boys told me they'd accompany me to PGH Court where I was supposed to facilitate the Badminton Bakbakan Tryouts for the Freshman Assembly. When we got there, I saw Manzo and Andrei who were preparing for the Basketball Tryouts. I learned that they were not able to hold the tryouts yesterday because it was raining so basically, we had 3 tryouts today. Basketball, Volleyball and Badminton. I told Manzo to text me when they have finished with Basketball and Volleyball so I can come for Badminton, and still, Manzo hasn't texted me til now. I wonder what happened to them.

Anyways, Pao, Imman, Erald and I went back to Rob. Then JA came and Edgar also arrived moments later. Then I decided to go home. :)

So there. That ends my day.

My legs are killing me. And I'm not making any sense anymore.

Maybe I'll go get some sleep before I do something productive. Bye~

2009-08-31T10:49:00.000-07:00

Kapitan Sino

Pilit ko mang sabihin sa sarili ko na okay pa ako, alam ko na hindi na talaga eh.

Ayokong isipin na dahil sa simpleng report sa Bio na kahit tatlong araw ko nang ginagawa at pinagbubuhusan ng panahon eh hindi ko pa rin siya tapos ngayon kaya ako naiiyak. Hindi ako ganun kababaw na tao. Mababaw ako, pero hindi ganun. Hindi ko alam kung anong hangin ang umihip sa akin at nagkakaganito ako. Pero tsong, ang hirap kasi eh.

1:52 na ng madaling araw. Alam ko kasalanan ko rin kung bakit ako nahihirapan ngayon. Friday, sinimulan kong gawin ang report na ito. Natulog ako ng mga 3 am making a mental note na tatapusin ko ito ng Saturday para mapaprint ko na. Oo, alam ko nung Saturday nagprocrastinate at nagpakasaya lang ako sa bahay nila Paolo. Pero hindi naman kasi pwedeng puro aral na lang ako di ba? Friday night nagpakageek na ako kahit na lahat ng tao ang sarap-sarap ng tulog kasi long weekend nga naman. Sana naman mapagbigyan na ako ng kahit Saturday lang. At tsaka hindi naman ako tumunganga run eh. Nag-aral din ako ng Math 17. Kadiri di ba? Minsan na nga lang kami magkita mag-aaral pa ako ng Math 17 habang magkasama kami. Haha. Wala lang. Natawa lang ako. Ang panget kasi talaga.

Saturday dapat uuwi ako pero tinamad na rin ako kasi mga 9 PM na kami umalis kila Pao kaya okay lang, kasalanan ko. Kaso nalaman kong nasa bahay ngayon si Sairah. Eh grabe ilang buwan ko nang hindi nakita 'yun. Gusto kong umuwi pero hindi ko na ginawa. Nananalangin na lang ako na sana next week andun pa rin siya at hindi pa siya kinukuha nung impaktang nanay niya. Oo impakta siya. Potangena.

Sunday paggising ko nagbasa muna ako ng libro para sa Histo. Kumain ng tanghalian. Tapos sinimulan ko na ulit yung report. Mga bandang 11 PM, napagdesisyunan kong matulog muna dahil sobrang sakit na ng ulo ko. Awa ng Diyos nakatulog naman ako, pero nagising din ako ng 1 AM. Since wala nang masyadong tao, pinagpatuloy ko na ang paggawa nung 3 reports. Natapos ko yung unang report ng 7 AM. Nakakatuwa. Si Jana papasok na, ako matutulog pa lang. Amazing, right?

Gumising ako ng 10 AM. Naglinis ng kwarto at naghanap ng makakain.

1 PM na nasend sa akin yung draft ng pangalawang report. Akala ko okay na, pero puro results lang pala nandun. Kinailangan ko pang magresearch para masagutan yung mga guide questions. 7 PM ko na natapos yung report. Dumating si Mama at kumain kami ng dinner sa KFC for 30 minutes. Imaginine mo yun? Inoorasan ko na yung panahon na magkasama kami ni Mama. After 30 minutes, sa ayaw ko o sa hindi, kailangan ko nang bumalik sa trabaho.

9 PM. Sinimulan ko ang pangatlong report at walang pumapasok sa utak ko. Akala ko rin kasi, okay na yung draft. Kaunting revisions na lang, pero hindi pala. Ginawa ko muna yung reaction paper sa Pharm 100 habang nagbbreak yung utak ko from Bio. 10PM sinimulan kong gawin ulit yung report. Mga bandang 12 AM, nasa discussion pa lang ako. Wala run yung chemical reactions, reagents, reasons at kung anu-ano pang ineexpect kong naandun. Sabe ko, "okay lang. ikaw na lang din magresearch." Pero eto na nga. 1:30 AM nang magsimula akong maiyak. Tangena. Sabaw na sabaw na utak ko. Magsasagot pa ako ng simulated exam sa Math 17. At ang klase ko sa Histo eh 7AM. Ano ako, si Darna?

Hindi ko sinisisi ang mga bagay na ito sa kung sino. Naaasar lang ako. Sa sitwasyon. Pwede na rin sa sarili ko. Nakakaasar na talaga.

Nakakaasar ka Diana. Feeling mo kasi kung sino kang magaling. Hindi mo naman kasi kayang gawin lahat ng gusto mong gawin eh.

Gusto ko organized lahat. Gusto ko maayos, walang gusot. Gusto ko lahat kontrolado ko. Pero hindi naman ako si God para maging ganun kagaling di ba?

Gusto ko lahat ng tao sa paligid ko masaya. Masaya ako na nakakatulong sa iba. Gusto ko itulak pataas yung mga nasa baba. Pero sa akin? Sinong tutulak pataas?

Gusto ko yung pakiramdam na kailangan ako ng ibang tao. Ang sarap kasi eh. Alam mo yun? Yung tipong parang ikaw yung takbuhan ng mga nangangailangan. Pero tsong, pano naman sarili mo? Musta ka na nga ba?

Hindi ka na masyadong umuuwi sa inyo. Pag nasa bahay ka, hindi ka naman makausap nang matino. Birthday na ng kapatid mo next week, last year nasa Baguio ka nung nagbirthday kapatid mo, eh ngayon? Hahayaan mo bang maulit yun?

Pumapasa ka nga sa mga exams, pero sapat ba yun? Alam mo kasi sa sarili mo na kaya mo pang ayusin yung performance mo eh. Kaya mo pa. Kaso yung oras na sana nag-aaral ka, may meeting o kung anu man. Sayang. Pero gusto mo yung ginagawa mo. Sakripisyo. Di ba?

At ngayon, imbes na magblog ka, ano kaya kung simulan mo nang sagutan yung Math mo? 2:15 na 'neng.

Sige na nga.

Pasensya kung weird. Weird talaga ako. Wag nang magcomment. Salamat.

Kung ako si Kapitan Sino, ganun lang din ba magiging ending ko? Kung oo, at least nakatulong ako. Kung ako si Ashton Kutcher sa The Butterfly Effect, mas okay na rin bang ganun na lang mangyari sa akin? :(( EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

PS.

Keesha Morante: lagi ka ng nagpupuyat.
Keesha Morante: take a rest.
Keesha Morante: ><
Isay: ikaw rin kaya
Keesha Morante: ee wala naman akong pasok bukas.
Keesha Morante: sleep to the max. :]
Keesha Morante: :]]]
Isay: haha. onga pala.
Isay:
Keesha Morante: ikaw puno pa sched mu bukas.
Keesha Morante: sleep na.
Isay: wow
Isay: hahaha
Keesha Morante: haha. ayan, adik ka pa.

Ngayon lang yan. I love you Kee. Seryoso lalo akong naiyak dito. :'(

2009-08-06T01:19:00.000-07:00

Wow, it's been ages since I last updated. Gosh I didn't expect college to be this difficult. HAHA. Well I'm always expecting so many things anyway. Better not expect next time, don't you think?

So today was supposed to be our DepEx in Math17[the dreaded subject] but it was canceled due to the weather. My Math prof said that it would be rescheduled, most probably, on Thursday next week. I didn't know what to feel when I read her text message. I actually didn't sleep because I was studying really hard for it. But then something happened during our Math17 class today which made me realize that I want to study more. I want to make sure that I am going to pass this exam so that the effort of my Math17 prof wouldn't be wasted in vain.

I sooo want to tell you many things about her but you'd probably lose interest anyway. But one thing I can really tell you is that she is the main reason why I am loving Math now. I have been under so many teachers but Mam I is different. She made me realize how fun Math can be. Don't laugh or anything because I'm being serious here. She's a fresh graduate of BS Stat in UP Diliman and we are her first teaching experience. I have to admit that I am NOT, in any way, gifted in Mathematics but you know, having her as my professor makes me want to be good..if not the best.

There are only a few people who have influenced me that way, Mam Coco (now Mam Certeza) - well she's actually one of the main reason why I'm taking up Industrial Pharmacy now, she taught me to love Chem even though I find it reaaaaally hard, Sir Manuel - everytime I learn that my prof was considered a "terror", I tell myself "Wala nang mas nakakatakot pa kay Sir Manuel." and voihla! I feel better already. I feel like I can face anyone because I was able to survive [barely] Sir Manuel. Haha! Of course my Mom, who is always supportive all the way. Even though I know that she is trying her best not to put any pressure on me now, I can't help but put pressure on myself. I mean, everything that she does for me is just..WOW. Do I really deserve this? You get what I mean.

People from the USC are also the ones that I look up to, especially Kuya Renzo. I can't imagine how he is able to manage his time, with being the Chair of the USC, the founder of UP-One Earth, being a Med student, being an Oblation Scholar, attending conferences, contests and seminars on different parts of the globe, I just can't help but stare at him with awe. One thing I also like about him is that he is still well-grounded, we even had the chance to bond and talk while having lunch during the Freshman Assembly Team Building.

Ahh..speaking of the Freshman Assembly, I sooooooooooper love my fellow blockheads! I thought they were like veryyy serious people, but once again, I was wrong. I really had fun during our Team Building Activity and I can't help but be excited for our next meetings. I swear, even though I have other commitments, I'll make it a point that I'll be able to attend every meeting and participate in every activity that we will be having.

Wheiw. That's not all..I still have Pharmakinetics and UPPhA to worry about. We will be having a garage sale for Pharmakinetics on Saturday, which was supposed to be UP Sandigan's LTS but due to certain circumstances, it was moved to August 21. :( Awww. Sorry Linnae. :(

UPPhA. Well what can I say? I FEEL SO USELESS. I mean, I can't even contribute that much. Even just by attending meetings! *sighs* It's just so hard because we usually hold meetings during Tuesdays from 5:30 PM onwards. I cannot come because I have a class from 6:00 PM to 7:00 PM and I don't know..it's just quite frustrating. Because there are a lot of things happening in my College and I don't know the details because I'm always not around. How can I be able to echo these infos to my blockmates? I really think that they also have the right to know but..whatever. I need to be happy now. I'll be having my first long exam in Histo tomorrow and my Mock move exam in BioLove in preparation for the DepEx so..yea. That's how cruel life is. Just imagine how I'd be like come Third Year. Oh damn I can't imagine. SOCIAL LIFE = 0. HAHAHA. Kidding.

Hmmmm. Actually I have a very active social life right now. HAHA! I'm proud to say that Xyra, Chryzl, Keesha and I are still able to find some time to just get together. Of course I wouldn't forget Jorelle, Rox and Munik. :D Hm. Thursdays are also unofficial "Gift" Day. Hyeay. Mind you, if you consider me a very busy person already, ha! Go see Jana's activities at La Salle. My workload is nothing compared to her..well except for the fact that she stands out in La Salle and I don't in UP. We're probably the same..or she's even worst. Heh.

30 minutes have elapsed since I started typing and I think I better stop now. I told myself I'd start studying Histo by 5 PM and it's already 4:56 in my clock. So yea. That's all for now. Bye~ :)

*So much for telling myself I'd focus on my Acads in College and stop with all those leadership and stuff. Very good Diana. VERY GOOD. But hey it comes naturally. It's like a curse...that will follow you anywhere you go. Seriously. *wink* HAHAHAHA.

2009-07-18T23:29:00.000-07:00

God, I thank you for this day.

I know I have not accomplished as yet all you expect of me, and if that is your reason for bathing me in the fresh dew of another dawn, I am most grateful.

I am prepared, at last, to make you proud of me.

I will forget yesterday, with all its trials and tribulations, aggravations and setbacks, angers and frustrations. The past is already a dream from which I can neither retrieve a single word nor erase any foolish deeds.

I will resolve, however, that if I have injured anyone yesterday through my thoughtlessness, I will not let this day's sun set before I make amends, and nothing I do today will be of greater importance.

I will not fret the future. My success and happiness does not depend on straining to see what lurks dimly on the horizon but to do, this day, what lies clearly at hand.

I will treasure this day, for it is all I have. I know that its rushing hours cannot be accumulated or stored, like precious grain, for future use.

I will live as all good actors do when they are onstage - only in the moment. I cannot perform at my best today by regretting my precious act's mistakes or worrying about the scene to come.

I will embrace today's difficult tasks, take off my coat, and make dust in the world. I will remember that the busier I am, the less harm I am apt to suffer, the tastier will be my food, the sweeter my sleep, and the better satisfied I will be with my place in the world.

I will free myself today from slavery to clock and calendar. Although I will plan this day in order to conserve my steps and energy, I will begin to measure my life in deeds, not years; in thoughts, not seasons; in feelings, not figures on a dial.

I will remain aware of how little it takes to make this a happy day. Never will I pursue happiness, because it is not a goal, just a by-product, and there is no happiness in having or in getting, only in giving.

I will run from no danger I might encounter today, because I am certain that nothing will happen to me that I am not equipped to handle with your help. Just as any gem is polished by friction, I am certain to become more valuable throughout this day's adversities, and if you close one door, you always open another for me.

I will live this day as if it were Christmas. I will be a giver of gifts and deliver to my enemies the gift of forgiveness; my opponents, tolerance; my friends, a smile; my children, a good example, and every gift will be wrapped with unconditional love.

I will waste not even a precious second today in anger or hate or jealousy or selfishness. I know that the seeds I sow will harvest, because every action, good or bad, is always followed by an equal reaction. I will plant only good seeds this day.

I will treat today as a priceless violin. One may draw harmony from it and another, discord, yet no one will blame the instrument. Life is the same, and if I play it correctly, it will give forth beauty, but if I play it ignorantly, it will produce ugliness.

I will condition myself to look on every problem I encounter today as no more than a pebble in my shoe. I remember the pain, so harsh I could hardly walk, and recall my surprise when I removed my shoe and found only a grain of sand.

I will work convinced that nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm. To do anything today that is truly worth doing, I must not stand back shivering and thinking of the cold and danger, but jump in with gusto and scramble through as well as I can.

I will face the world with goals set for this day, but they will be attainable ones, not the vague, impossible variety declared by those who make a career of failure. I realize that you always try me with a little, first, to see what I would do with a lot.

I will never hide my talents. If I am silent, I am forgotten, if I do not advance, I will fall back. If I walk away from any challenge today, my self-esteem will be forever scarred, and if I cease to grow, even a little, I will become smaller. I reject the stationary position because it is always the beginning of the end.

I will keep a smile on my face and in my heart even when it hurts today. I know that the world is a looking glass and gives back to me the reflection of my own soul. Now I understand the secret of correcting the attitude of others and that is to correct my own.

I will turn away from any temptation today that might cause me to break my work or my self-respect. I am positive that the only thing I possess more valuable than my life is my honor.

I will work this day with all my strength, content in the knowledge that life does not consist of wallowing in the past or peering anxiously at the future. It is appalling to contemplate the great number of painful steps by which one arrives at a truth so old, so obvious, and so frequently expressed. Whatever it offers, little or much, my life is now.

I will pause whenever I am feeling sorry for myself today, and remember that this is the only day I have and I must play it to the fullest. What my part may signify in the great whole, I may not recognize, but I am here to play it and now is the time.

I will count this day a separate life. I will remember that those who have fewest regrets are those who take each moment as it comes for all that it is worth.

This is my day! These are my seeds.

Thank you, God, for this precious garden of time.

2009-07-12T04:08:00.000-07:00

Di ko lubos-mawari kung karapat-dapat ba talagang ilagay ang larawang ito sa aking blog. Subalit dahil napakalapit naman sa aking puso nang taong dahilan kung bakit ilalagay ko ito rito, napag-isip-isip kong wala namang masama kung ilalagay ko nga. Kung si Daine nga, nagawang magpakatotoo sa kanyang sarili. Ako pa kaya?

Ayan. Wala na akong masabe. Haha. Mahilig kasi ako magprintscreen. Tas pag sa paint kasi, dun agad sa Pictures folder ko nasasave kaya nasa labas din siya kahit na may subfolders pa ako. Ayun. Yun lang. :) Sana ay walang magreact nang kung anuman sa larawang ito. Tutal nilalangaw na ang aking blog at mukhang wala na rin namang masyadong nagbabasa, siguro eh wala na ngang makakabasa pa neto. :))

Yun lang. Di na ko magtatag. Wooo.

2009-07-04T18:48:00.000-07:00

Naghalungkat ng ARCHIVES. :))

April 26

Isay: oh dyan ka pa?
paolo gernale: yeah invi lang
Isay: ahh. oh bakit ka naman naginvi?
paolo gernale: tinataguan kita eh

April 29

paolo gernale : di kaya. binibilang ko kung ilan butas niyan eh. haha. 32 ba?
Isay : adik ka?
Isay : wait tingnan ko.
paolo gernale : alam ko 32 yan! Haha
Isay : teka binibilang koo.
Isay : japake yung skyflakes mo.
Isay : 54 kaya.:))

May 2

paolo gernale: umaga ka na kasi natulog kagabi eh
Isay : ang labo ng sinabi mo.
paolo gernale ano naman malabo dun?
Isay: umaga ka na kasi natulog kagabi

Haha. Had fun yesterday. :) The ending was pretty lame, but Megan Fox was enough for me to forget about the naysss of the movie. Hotttt. :))

Hell week next week! Lotsa stuff to do. Go me!

2009-06-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

Heyyy. I'm supposed to be doing a lot of things but since I still don't feel like studying, I'll just blog first. :)

This week has been a blast. A lot of things happened and I'm glad they did because it made things better. How? Well let me tell you. And because I don't feel like typing in English today, magtatagalog ako! :D

Nung Thursday, nagkaroon ng Quiz Bee for Freshmen Students sponsored by the USC. So syempre, pinapunta ko ng maaga yung mga blockmates ko since 08:30 pa naman start ng classes namin para makagawa kami ng banner. E di ayun. In the end, si Sharkie na lang din gumawa ng banner namin. Hahaha. Nakapost nga siya sa dorm room ko ngayon ehh, proud na proud. :))

Nung quiz bee na, sobrang napahanga lahat dahil sa katalinuhan nila Ericko at Clinton. Grabe. As in parang "Hayop. Bakit alam niya 'yun?" HAHA. Nung elims, kami ang highest. 72 ang score namin. Next ang INTARMED with 50 points and then Speech Path with 49 points. Naawardan din kami ng Php300.00 worth of gift certificates from Tom's World dahil kami ay BIBO. Super cheer kasi talaga kami. Ang saya kasi yung mga akala kong tahimik samin, mga kalog din pala.

Ayan. Medyo ipapakilala ko sa inyo ang mga blockmates ko! :)

Si Pat na RK [rich kid] na excited lagi kapag may mga nagbabalitang walang pasok at kung saan saan ako nakakasalubong. :))
Si Lariz na pasimuno ng mga photoshoot at pinakamagaling mag-isip ng cheers sa balat ng lupa. Laban ka pa sa kanya? :))
Si Charles na taga-Cavite at bigla na lang sumisigaw ng "IP" habang tahimik ang madlang katauhan.
Si Eco, ang mayor nating lahat. :)) Go MAYOR!
Si Andrew, ang pambansang Barney na nahumaling sa mushrooms bigla.
Si Prissy, ang laging iniindian ng mga ka-date niya. :))
Si Janvin, wala lang madalas lang kami magkasabay maglakad pauwi. Bullshit ba? Haha.
Si Ann, na taga DAVAO, at ka-dorm ko kaya sabay rin kami maglakad pauwi. :D Kahawig niya yung crush ko sa Masci. :">
Si Jjanette, ang baby ng grupo, na minsan lang bumanat, pero taob ka pag bumanat to.
Si Paulo, na VIRGIN pa. :))
Si Rench, ang gentle giant na super bait. Pinautang ba naman ako ng 500 pambili ng libro. Tapos sabe sa July ko na lang daw bayaran. Take note biglaan pa yun ah! Naglabas lang siya ng 3k tapos ayun. HAHA. Dadi Malcolm type 'to na mas tahimik nga lang.
Si Blessy, biolab-seatmate ko. Madalas siya kausap ko sa gabi pag nagccram na siya at ako eh tinatamad pa rin kumilos. :))
Si Annlo, ang aking buddy! Cute 'to. Mabait pa. Ang ate ng aming grupo! :)
Si Debbie, ang super gandang crush ko. As in. Siya dapat Ms. Freshie namin ehh, kaso conservative parents niya. HAHA!
Si Christopher, ang vain na Mr. Freshie namin. Magkaibang magkaiba to sa personal at sa text. Swear. HAHAHA. Nakakarelate kami sa isa't-isa dahil nagYMCA din siya.
Si Niko, na MAYABANG pero mabait naman daw. Tsaka strong daw siya. DAW. Go bleeding cowboy! :)) Eto nakakarelate din kami dahil nag-NLTSGO din siya. At magkatapat lang kami ng dorm kaya madalas kaming sabay maglakad pauwi. Madalas ko siyang makita sa 7-eleven na nagdidinner. HAHA.
Si Jow. Na panalo ang facial expressions. OKINAM! Hahaha.
Si Darwin na may superpowers. Grabe kung saan-saan siya sumusulpot. Tapos ang cute pa ng boses niya. Hahaha.
Si Benj at Camille..na ayiiii! The PhiSci couple. :)) Yun lang ang masasabi ko. Hoy Benj yung audition piece natin! Haha.
Si Imz na gentleman, mabait, nakabrace, laging nakasmile. Naalala ko nga si Carls sa kanya ehh. :(

Kelangan ko pa ba isama sila Sharkie, Marj at Ericko?? WAG NA YUNG MGA YUN. HAHA.

So far sila pa lang yung nakakabonding ko talaga. Pero 2 weeks pa lang naman kami ehh. Mahaba-haba pa ang 5 years..or more. HAHAHA.

Ayan tapos na ako magpakilala. Haha. Ayun finals na. Jeopardy style ehh. So ayun. Leading na sana kami kaso may isang question na nagkamali sila Ericko kaya nabawasan yung points nila. :( Okay lang IMed naman nakatalo samen ehh. Hahaha. May Php1000 kami na gift certificate sa Flopjacks at Php500 pa sa Tom's World. So Php800 na sa Tom's World + Php100 dahil bibo si Prissy. :))

Dumating pa yung mga second year IP students nung final round at si Ate Phya para suportahan kami. Ang saya talaga grabe. Tapos wala lang. Proud lang ako sa block ko kasi nagstand out kami nung event na yun. Awww. :">

Ayun lang. Tapos yung Mr. and Ms. Freshie. Di namin ineexpect na makakapasok si Chris. Galit pa nga siya sakin ehh. Pinahamak ko raw siya. Asaaa. Hahaha. Tapos ayun. May finalist kami sa Handog kaya gagawa na ako ng design para sa BlockShirt! Hyeay.

Tapos kanina, wala akong pasok. Yung mga cheerdance people lang meron. Pero pinapunta ako ni Sharkie sa CP dahil wala silang prof. Ayun. Nakipagkwentuhan lang ako sa kanila. Haha. Ang saya nga eh. Wee.

Yun. Tinatamad na ako. Next time na lang ulet. :)

2009-06-21T03:14:00.000-07:00

The Need to Know and the Fear of Knowing
Abraham Maslow

"The beautiful thing about a belief system is that it seems to be constructed to serve both masters at once: to understand the world insofar as possible, and to defend against it insofar as necessary. We do not agree with those who hold that people selectively distort their cognitive functioning so that they will see, remember and think only what they want to. Instead, we hold to the view that people will do so only to the extent that they have to and no more. For we are all motivated by the desire which is sometimes strong and sometimes weak, to see reality as it actually is, even if it hurts."

Assigned reading for Comm Arts I. I just wanted to share that part, that's all. ;)

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
to your Dad/Papa/Daddy/Erpat/Pa/Whatever. :D

2009-06-20T03:51:00.000-07:00

Buhay College. :|

Ayan. One week after magstart ang classes. Haggard na agad ang drama ko. :))

Buhay blockhead. Grabe. Super hirap na haggard na hindi mo maintindihan. Tapos kelangan marami ka pang load. HAHA. Pero masaya naman. Fulfilling na role siya para saken. Kasi ewan ko ba. Masochist nga raw ako sabe ng mga roommates ko. Sabe lang nila ehh. Pero ayun. Sanay na rin naman ako sa ganitong buhay. Taga-photocopy ng mga hand-outs. Taga-ayos ng lahat. Taga-kausap sa professors. 'Bridge over troubled waters'. Amp. Sana lang talaga kayanin ko. :)

Yung orgfair nasa lobby lng ng pharm magseset-up kme ng booths dun. Yung glassware sale at booth naten (dahil UPPha ka na) sa my labas ng library ng pharm. Ok lng dn pla kung gus2 nyo mgbantay ng booth nten pra mejo mkilala nyo dn ung nsa council, we will also b having a miting dis week, in4m q n lang ikaw.

-Kuya Louie
University of the Philippines Pharmaceutical Association

Wala lang. Naishare ko lang. Sabe ko sa sarili ko mag-aaral ako ng bonggang-bongga at magdedean's list ako pero eto na naman ako, naoovercome ng extra-curricular activities. HAHA. Pero bahala na, kakayanin ko 'to! Gusto ko rin kasi mag Pharmacokinetics, yung dance troupe ng Pharm para madetoxify man lang ako kahit papaano. Hindi yung puro aral lang, tulad nga ng sabe ng mga higher years samen. Gusto ko rin magSandigan tsaka magDebate Circle. HAHA. Gudlak naman diba?

Buhay Dorm. Masaya naman. Mas convenient talaga. Lalo na't may mga klase akong nagstart ng 7 at nagtatapos din ng 7. Kahit medyo late na ako magising compared sa dati kong gising, okay pa rin. Okay lang din naman yung roommates ko. Si AJ, super daming kwento. Pero nakakatuwa rin naman minsan. Haha. Si Ate Irene, rock on grabe! Siya una kong naging kaclose. Tapos si Ate Czar, super swerte ko dahil second year IP student siya. So lahat ng kailangan ko, meron siya. YAY! :)

Buhay Professors.

So far, gusto ko lahat ng profs ko. Lalo na si Sir Arleigh Dela Cruz. Sabe ba naman samen:

"Si Quezon? He's nothing but a motherf*cker, bullsh*t, son of a b*tch."

Ayos di ba? Meron pang isa! HAHA.

"Yang mga tinitingala niyong mga bayani? Mga p*tangina rin yang mga yan ee."

Okay diba? 7 kasi araw-araw start ng klase namin sa kanya. At least hindi ako masyadong aantukin kasi masaya siya magturo grabe.

Ayun. Sige yun na lang muna siguro. HAHA. Mag-aaral na TALAGA akoooo. Gudlakkkk. :|

2009-06-18T02:13:00.000-07:00

Fourth day of College! Yeay. So far so good. :)

Uhh. There were a lot of things that happened but I have not the energy to tell it all. So I'll try to get over everything in few sentences.

Monday. First day. Nothing much happened. I just had fun with PE. Bowling, baby. Our Professor is Sir VJ Nuestro. He's really great. Ahh. Yea. That's about it.

Tuesday. Freshmen Welcoming Rites at Fleur de Lis. All of us were asked to wear red. And it was raining hard. I really got annoyed. After the Welcoming Rites, we had lunch at Wendy's then proceeded to the Auditorium of the College of Pharmacy for our orientation. It was fun. I also learned that there are a lot of organizations that I can join. BUT I can't choose. :( We still had class from 6-7. Pharm 100. After class, it was still raining hard. Niko and I decided to walk home er..to our dorms and it is as if we didn't have an umbrella because we were sooo wet. Darn it. I just changed clothes and went directly to Rob to meet my Mom.

Wednesday. NSTP day. Our Professor was late and she dismissed us 1 1/2 hours ahead of our real dismissal. She just left a group activity and told us that we can go after we finish discussing our plans. Yeay. I also got my ID and Student Handbook at OUR. YEAY MORE! Pao and I met at Rob. Then we stayed for a while at their house. Then went back to Rob again. He asked me if I wanted to watch a movie but I didn't like any of the movies showing so we just walked around Rob for some time. We can't decide what we wanted to do next so we ended up deciding to go home. But it was raining hard, still, and both of us didn't have an umbrella. In the end, we just bought an umbrella and walked to my dorm. Oh, we stopped by MaSci first. And yea. I studied Math17 when I got home. O_o

Thursday. We finally met our Comm I teacher. Jana was waiting for me at Rob because we had a scheduled date today. We ate at Wendy's and talked and talked and talked. Haha. After that, we went to CPH to meet Palconit who was with Ace. They said they were going to PLM because it's their Foundation Day. Since I have nothing to do and I wanted to meet Zel and Dhea, I decided to join them. When we arrived at PLM, we were unsure if we can get inside because I was wearing sandals and we needed reg forms to be able to get in...

BUT WE GOT IN. MWAHAHA. There. We got to talk to Jayvee, Roniel, Arbin, Elaine, Buri, Jeremae, Munik [who was there also], Kim, Twish, and the Faraday peeps were there also. Jana and I went home. Then I parked my ass in front of the laptop. This is the first time I went home to my dorm empty. Usually, I'm the latest one to go home. HAHA!

So there. I'll be packing my bags since I have nothing else to do. Bye~

2009-06-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

Hey. I'm at my dorm right now and it's freakin' hot. My Mom loves me so much. The first thing we did yesterday was to apply for a Sun Broadband Wireless Internet Connection. I told her I'll be the one to pay monthly, and guess what? She told the cashier to automatically credit the bill to her Visa. I was like.. "I love you Mama!" Haha. Pao also dropped by while we were waiting for the modem to be installed to my laptop.

Uhh. The cell site/ tower of Sun is located in the rooftop of my dorm. HELL YEA! Awesome signal. Sun is the fastest thing, everrr.

I can't express myself right. Gaaa. It's hot. I think I'd go to Rob later. So yea. Bye~

2009-06-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

EVENTFUL DAY

Yep, today has been an eventful day. Even though I slept at 7 AM and woke up at 3 PM. Wooo. Yay me! So I'm warning you, this is going to be one long post. :))

First stop, PLURK. I finally reached Plurk NIRVANA! Hyeay. (dance) LOL. :))

Next, FACEBOOK. When I woke up, I figured I'd get a little active in FB since FS is really..ughh..boring. -_-; Anyways, what I really like about FB are their quizzes and games. I learn a lot of things about myself. Like this:

Diana took the Personality traits by birth month quiz and got the result: March..

March: Attractive personality Affectionate Shy and reserved Secretive Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic Loves peace and serenity Sensitive to others Loves to serve others Not easily angered Trustworthy Appreciative and returns kindness Observant and assess others Revengeful Loves to dream and fantasize Loves traveling Loves attention Loves home decors Musically talented Loves special things Moody

I'm not sure if I really am Shy and Reserved and Musically Talented but I can say that most of them are true. Even the negative one. :p

Diana took the Fortune Teller quiz and got the result: 33% love, 33% happy, 33% money..

33% love, 33% happy, 33% money: Things can get a bit hectic and you may be frustrated at times, but chin up because things are and will be getting a lot better. You will make some changes in your life and lead the life you truly want.

I'm actually expecting the exact thing to happen. I mean, I have already prepared myself of having a hectic life and of course I know that frustration always comes with work but I'm glad to know that the changes that I will make in my life will lead me to what I truly want. I really hope that this is true. :)

Diana took the What Quote Represents Your Life? quiz and got the result: "Vini. Vidi. Vici."..

"Vini. Vidi. Vici."
"I came. I saw. I conquered."

You have a can do attitude in life and will accomplish your goals regardless of what's at stake.

I hope so. :)

Diana took the PALM READING quiz and got the result: Eventful and fulfilling life..

Eventful and fulfilling life: Your hands tell you that you will have an eventful and fulfilling life in which you enjoy exciting successful career and personal moves and the fact that you are making a tangible impact on people around you. You will find constant changing factors around you and at times you may feel tired having to keep up with them, but you will always feel fulfilled looking back at the things you've accomplished.

Aww. :">

Diana took the How old do you look? quiz and got the result: 16..

16: You are 16 years old! You have a very innocent and energetic spirit. You are always on the go and full of curiosity and vibrancy. Though immature at times, people generally love being around you because you are a breath of fresh air and always have something interesting to say.

I was actually nervous while waiting for the result of this one. :))

Diana took the What mental disorder are you? quiz and got the result: OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)..

OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder): You have odd obsessions that you cannot seem to control. You may even perform rituals to make you feel better. Counting and continuously obsessing over things happens frequently.

I want to believe that I am not. :( Or am I?

Diana took the Who Are You...REALLY??? quiz and got the result: The Philosopher..

The Philosopher: You constantly analyze the deeper meaning of all that occurs in your life. You are on a never-ending journey to find your purpose in life. You are able to see through the surface of situations and the facades that people often carry. You are observant and non-judgmental. Your creative and thoughtful mind enhances your chosen and natural talents. You feel deeply and passionately about everything that you do. Your life is about the pursuit of knowledge, understanding, and answers. You have a great depth to your heart and mind that some may find intimidating and others will be drawn to..

Haha. Too good to be true. :p

Diana took the Spiritual Psychology Test quiz and got the result: Priest/Priestess..

Priest/Priestess: Priests and priestesses of ancient times held positions of power. They were the community leaders of their tribe or clan, and often were as much or more respected and honored as the ruling chieftan, king or queen. Their voices were very important in any type of tribal counsel.

In the modern world, priests and priestesses are goal oriented people. They often work with lists or a plan of action. They are strong willed and know exactly what they want out of a given situation or their lives in general. They are the talented organizers and compassionate leaders. They are very comfortable working with groups, as long as their ideas are respected, considered, and valued. Since they are natural leaders, their ideas are often put into motion. They exude a natural confidence in their abilities and often attract less secure individuals, who may be drawn to their charisma, charm and well grounded nature.

I didn't know priests were like this. But I agree with the 'list' part. I love to list things. :)

Diana took the Discover the secret code in your handwriting quiz and got the result: Sophisticated..

Sophisticated: There's a lot going on with your handwriting - the variation in pressure, the curves, the unexpected twists etc. They speaks to the depth of your personality, which has various components nicely blended together.

I didn't know my personality actually has depth. :))

Conferences.

I had two Y!M conferences today.

The first one was with Einstein because we were planning to surprise Mam Gumboc on her birthday. :) I really missed those guys. Adolfo changed. He's not like before. LOL. Marpa's still marpa. David's coniotic, Atenista, eh ? What else? Yea. Angel's HAPPY. :))

The other one was with Chryzl, Jana and Xyra. We're planning something, the first one to guess would get a cookie! :p

Julie Anne Cabuhat: gift, kya mo bng magmukhang hnde menor de edad?
Chryzl Pilapil: :))
Isay: :(
Isay: :((
Julie Anne Cabuhat: hnd tayo makakapasok dun ee.
Chryzl Pilapil: sasabit tayo kay diana
Isay: tangena sige di na ko sasama

HAHAHAHA. PAGPASENSYAHAN ANG LANGUAGE.

Isay: kotse ko na lang.
Isay: truck ng meralco
Isay: :))
Julie Anne Cabuhat: gaga ka diana.
Isay: dun tayo sa basket.
Julie Anne Cabuhat: tama yan
Chryzl Pilapil: masaya dun
superxyanne: gs2 q dun
Julie Anne Cabuhat: mahangin?
Isay: UU! haha.

Sosyal. :))

NEXT! One Liter of Tears. I started downloading this at torrent last week, I guess. It's 4Gig big and I'm already 90%+ done in downloading it. Then a while ago, my mom came home with a DVD of it. I was like..WTH?!

Which reminds me, I have more movies to watch! Yeay. So there, that ends this. I guess. :)

2009-06-07T09:34:00.000-07:00

Franklin

I just finished watching "The Untouchables" and "The Italian Job" but I'm not here to blog about those movies, maybe some other time when I'm already finished watching all the movies that are lined up on my to-watch list.

So you might be wondering why the title of my post is "Franklin", right? Well. Let me share a conversation which made me laugh so bad I fell from my bed, swear. :))

Isay: HOYYYY!
Pao: hoy ka rin
Isay: tapos na yun movie. haha. ang gandaaaaa.
Pao: ay talaga? enjoy?
Isay: uu ang galing nila sobra. haha. ang hot pa ni Charlize Theron. woooo.
Pao: mukhang napahanga ka ah medyo matanda na un di ba?
Isay: oo ang talino kasi nila ee. parang Oceans Series. pero mas masaya.
Isay: ewan ko lang. basta alam ko pinanganak siya sa South Africa. hahaha.
Pao: wala akong napanood kahit isa nun ay talaga? ang galing naman. haha.
Isay: maganda yun! hahaha. dati inisip na namin ni Mama na nanakawan namin yun Landbank ee. inside job. kaso tinamad na ko mag-isip kung pano. hahahaha.
Pao: all star cast un di ba? ayy, gusto mo paturo ka dun sa mga kaklase ko? hahaha

Bakit di ko naisip yun? Hahahaha.

Eto pa! Hayop na Erald to! Comment lang to sa FS ah. :))

eLard
06/07/2009 6:54 pm

* yup. na move dn kmi ee.

dhil dun sa AND1 AND1 na skit.. haha..

AND1 AND1? haha.. sapatos un ah..

A(H1N1) pla.. haha

aun.. kea sa june 15 ung pasok namin..

Ewan ko sa'yo Erald. AND1 amp. :))

Hay mga taga-Franklin talaga oo. Nakakabaliw. :))

Immanuel Canicosa, may swine plu ka rin ba? Di ka na nagpaparamdam ahh. Miss na kita, hayop ka. :) Sige mambabae ka na lang. Ganyan ka naman e. You've changed. :(

Ang saya ko masyado, sige 12:45 pa lang. Magshower muna ako. :p

hey?
hm?
i love you! :)

i know those three words are often over-used and are more often than not, misused as well. but hey, i still think it's sweet. don't you? then again, someone once told me that anyone can receive an 'i love you', but not everyone can receive an 'i love you, too'. sad..but true. hope it doesn't happen to you. ;)

and yes i did say i love you too. :)

2009-06-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

Just a fast update.

I just finished watching "The Firm" which starred Tom Cruise. I learned that this was based on a novel written by John Grisham. I think I should read more of his works, eh?

I'm off to watch "The Client" which is once again based on his novel. Other movies on my list are: Clear and Present Danger, High Crimes, S.W.A.T., The Devil's Advocate, The Silence of the Lambs, The Untouchables, The Italian Job, The Jacket and Shining Through. Full of legal movies, credits to my Mom. :))

Last night I watched Crossing Over starring Harrison Ford. It's showing here in the Philippines on July 29, i think. And I'm telling you, it's a good watch. I cried on the latter part, haha!

What else?

Listen to 6 Months by Hey Monday. I've got it playing on my mind all day. Geez.

I love using Google Chrome. Looks professional-ish. :))

Oh and this is my fourth cup of coffee. Yay me. -_-;

2009-06-05T13:14:00.000-07:00

You! Yes you! I love you for visiting my blog. Heh. >:)

Pafull view naman oh? Grabe 5 hours ko ring ginawa yan. Haha. Maganda ba?

..hindi? :(

Sige na nga, matutulog na lang ako.

zzzzzzzzz.
para sayo yan. sana magustuhan mo. :) feel in the blanks na lang. woot.

TENKS DOD~

lineart from: http://www.eranthe.deviantart.com
time: 5 hours
adobe photoshop cs2
patience and insomnia!

2009-06-04T10:40:00.000-07:00

I don't know where this is leading to. I didn't even think that this was possible. Never had I thought that something like this would exist, and strange enough, I'm glad it did. And know what? I'm tired of listening to other people's what-not about you. I've just had enough.

Hey. I'm sorry. But I think I'll just let this all go and stop hindering myself. I mean, it's still about me, right? It's not about you. It's me. End of story.

Why won't you just go and let me do the things that I want. Stop telling me what I should be doing because in case you haven't noticed, you don't know anything about me. You don't really know me, so stop pretending that you do. I barely know you, for all I know, you're just someone whom I got to talk to, I had fun, but then it's gone now. So get out of my life.

And I want coffee. But I can't drink because I want to sleep already. :(

MENTAL NOTE: I SHALL NOT GIVE IN!

And you. You've changed me in many ways imaginable. I'm not sure I'm quite the same person anymore. I am now addicted to music which I didn't know existed before. I'm reading things and watching shows I never had interest in. I listen to you a lot of times. I want to go to places with you. And it may sound weird, but yes I do think of a future with you IN it. This isn't healthy. If you know what I mean. I like you..maybe more. And that's really not a good thing for me.

...TO TWITTER. :))

It's raining.
Pitter. Patter. Pitter. Patter.

..Can't it just stop? Make it right this time.

oh and I missmissing you. :(
HAHAHA! >:)

2009-06-02T03:58:00.000-07:00

WOOOOT.

PATIKIM. :)

****: HOY!!!
****: la lng
****: hehehe
Isay: adik to.
Isay: nagulat ako sayo.
****: ako ndi
****: hahaha

CHIKAAAAAA~

****: hay
****: tnung lng
Isay: hm?
****: wla n tlga kau ni *tooooot*
****: ?????
Isay: hahaha.
Isay: grabe ah.
Isay: wala naaaaaaa.
****: HAY SLAMAT PANGINOON!!!!
Isay: haha.
****: hahahaha
Isay: yan gusto ko sayo e.

CHIKAAAA SOME MOREEE~

****: aun ang gus2 q tlgang mlman eh
****: hehehe
****: ay tska isa p
Isay: oh talaga? haha. grabe. super luma na nun. haha.
Isay: o ano?
****: kmuxta n ung ky *toooot*?
****: hehehe
Isay: hahaha. okay langgg. wala pa kong balak anuhin yun ee.
****: hla
****: anung "anuhin"
****: hahahahaha
Isay: hahaha.
Isay: anuhin.
Isay: anu
Isay: uhh
Isay: patulan.
****: hahaha
****: hyup n yn
****: ngicp p tlga uh
****: hehe
Isay: oo ganun talaga. mahirap na pag namisinterpret ee.
****: hahaha
****: grabe
****: so wla k xota ngaun?
****: hehe
Isay: oh? haha.
Isay: wala eh.
Isay: hanap mo ko.

PARTING WORDS~:))

Isay: grabe talaga! hehe. teka nakakausap mo pa ba yun si *toooot*? naguguilty ako sa ginawa ko run
Isay: *censored*
Isay: *censored*
****: hahaha
****: hay nko
****: wla kng dpat ikaguilty
****: hahaha
****: wla kng mling gnwa
****: hahaha
Isay: yown! hahaha. buti ka pa.

Hay buhay. Thank you po Lord para sa mga taong katulad nia. :D
Salamat, pare. :))

2009-06-01T13:33:00.000-07:00

MOVIES! :)

Time: 2:28 AM

Haha. Still can't sleep, darn it. Naooo. I went over to Robinson's Cinema World Website to check out the "Coming Soon" movies. I also watched each trailer, that's how bored I am, and VOILA! I made a list of the movies that I am planning to see, hopefully, this year. Hoho.

Dates to Remember:

June 10 - Blood: The Last Vampire - YAYYY.
June 24 - Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen - Gonna watch it with Acy, I guess.
July 1 - My Sister's Keeper - Mental note: READ THE BOOK!
July 8 - Public Enemies -Johnny Depp! *drools* Mental note again: READ THE BOOK!
July 16 - Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. It's a Thursday so I might just watch with it on July 18, or maybe if someone who is going to celebrate her birthday decides to treat me on July 17. *coughJANAcough* MENTAL NOTE: REREAD THE BOOK!
July 29 - Orphan - HORROR. YIKES!
August 12 - The Horsemen - Another horror. :))
August 26 - G-Force - They're cute..and they remind me of Alvin and the Chipmunks!
September 30 - Inglorious Basterds - Brad Pitt + Quentin Tarentino?
October 14 - Sorority Row - Suspense/Thriller/Revenge. End of story. :D
October 21 - Case 39 - HORRORRRR.
November 11 - The Box - HORORRRRRRR.
November 18 - A Christmas Carol - It's Jim Carrey!
December 2 - The Stepfather - THRILLERRRR.
December 25 - Sherlock Holmes - Rambo, eh? :)

So there you go. I now declare WEDNESDAY as my official MOVIE DAY. :D
Buti na lang NSTP lang kame nun. I'm not just quite sure pagdating ng second sem. O__o
And I'm not really saying na I'm gonna watch those on the indicated dates. Siguro pag free lang ako or walang lakad. :D At pag may kasamang manuod. :))

To watch on DVD:
Movies that I have missed watching or I'm just really not that stuff with money to watch every single movie in the cinemas. :D

Push - HAHA! Oo di ko pa siya napapanuod hanggang ngayon. Poor me.
Duplicity - Uhh..yess.
Yes Man - I'm an epic fail. O.o
Ghost of Girlfriends Past - Jana and I were supposed to watch this together. :|
17 Again - Mark says it's good. Err. Whatever.
Star Trek - Imman said it was great. Well let's see. :D
The Uninvited - Pao said it caused him headache but it actually was a good movie. And we both think Emily Browning's really beautiful, especially her eyes. Wag ka na Imman! Pakasalan mo yang Alexa Chung mo. :))
House - It's horror. End of story.
Drag me to Hell - It's horror again. End of story.
Terminator - HAHA! End of story.
Confessions of a Shopaholic - I read the book and it's good! :D
The Taking of Pelham 123 - Looks like a good watch, but I'm no rich kiddo so I'm off to the pirates. :))
Management - I still think Jennifer Aniston is hot.
Hannah Montana - I think it's inspiring. To hell with Miley Cyrus. :))
Adventureland - What the heck is Kirsten Stewart doing in this movie? :))
Crossing Over - My mom's already got a DVD copy of this movie and it's just showing here in the Philippines on July 29. Ohhh you just got to love the wonders of Quiapo.
The Hangover- The trailer was HILARIOUS. And I'm torn between watching this on DVD or on cinema. Hmm.
My Life in Ruins - *I've got a pocket, got a pocket full of sunshinee.."
UP! - Hey it's from Pixar. :D
District 9 - It's Scifi. I like the documentary effect, but I don't think I'd be able to stand watching it on cinema. :D
The Ugly Truth - STICK TO THE SCRIPT!
Year One - Jack Black!
Julie and Julia - Based on two true stories, might be a good watch. :)
Funny People - HAHA ADAM SANDLER. I wonder how Rob Schnider's going to appear on this film. :))
Twiligh Saga:New Moon - No Comment. :))
Astroboy - I was quite looking forward to this movie, kaso I saw it's trailer and it's tooo animated. :|

THERE YOU GO. :)
HAHA. ANDAME KONG GUSTONG GAWIN SA BUHAY KO.
SALAMAT PIRATED DVDs FOR MAKING ALL OF THESE POSSIBLE.

Time check: 4:33 AM.

KBYE~

2009-05-31T05:34:00.000-07:00

BUSY

Sa wakas! Meron na kong magagawa para naman hindi ako mabulok dito sa bahay. Hyeay. :)

Nag-email sakin si Ate Phya, yung FBC namin about sa mga bagay na dapat naming gawin bago magpasukan. Part of the e-mail says:

Instructions:

Diana - Make a YahooGroups of the block and compile all data the other officers have collected. Make a class directory. Submit it to me Sunday next week: June 7, 2009, sa YG, open a folder where everyone can post their solo pics, this is to refresh your memory of your blockmates.. tapos photocopy two form5s of your blockmates, magkaiba dapat ang PE.. I need both your Scheds para alam namin kung kaninong prof kayo ipapaalam pag kailangan

Marjorie - Get the whole names of your blockmates. As in pati middle initials. Plus, their student number, Get their nicknames and birthdays (with year ah).

Nikolai- Get email addresses with YM. and all contact numbers, if more than one ang contact number nila, tapos, collect 2x2 id pic from each of them: Submit on June 8, 2009

Coordinate with your block head on your deadlines. You have to have the directory on the indicated date. Cooperate. :) Email it to phyliciapineda@yahoo.com tapos lagay niyo rin sa email message 'yung YGroups niyo. :)

Text me if you have any questions. :)

O di ba. Bongga talaga! Excited na talaga ako magcollege. Nararamdaman ko na siya. Hyeay~

Tapos kanina, dapat may sagala samin, kaso hindi natuloy kasi umuulan. :))
Buti na lang, tinatamad din kasi ako maglakad e. Nanghinayang lang ako kasi ako nag-ayos sa sarili ko tsaka nagkulot ng buhok ko. Pero okay lang. Mas masaya pa rin tumunganga rito sa bahay. Haha. :)) Nasa multi ko yung pics. Pero wag niyo na lang din tingnan. HAHAHA.

Ayun lang, pasukan na ng Mascians bukas! Goodluck sa inyo. :)

2009-05-28T10:37:00.000-07:00

CURLS + COLLEGE NICKS

Kahapon, dahil nga di ako makatulog, may ginawa akong kababalaghan. Tenenenen. Kinulot ko yung buhok ko sa pamamagitan ng straightening iron. Second try ko pa lang. And medyo okay naman yung kinalabasan. Gusto ko kasi talaga magpakulot ng buhok. Ayaw naman nila Mama kasi sayang daw yung pagkabagsak nung buhok ko. So yun. Whatever. :))

Click the image for more pictures! :) Bagay ba?

Tapos nagconfe kaming malalanding magkakapatid. At dahil nga malalandi kami, nag-isip kami ng pangalang gagamitin namin sa college. At ayan na nga. :)

After ng mahabang discussion, ang mga nabuo naming pangalan ayyy:

Diana Dalisay Orolfo - YANA (the YANA)
Xyra Ianne Yuson - RAN
Keesha Marie Morante - SHAI
Chryzl Joyce Pilapil - ZELLYummy! :)
at dahil di online si Andrea Indah Delgado - DAH. :))

NOTE: Subject to change pa yung kay Zel at syempre yung kay Dhea. Wala kaming maisip ee. :))

College bilisan mo! Magsimula ka naaaa.

2009-05-27T13:49:00.000-07:00

Rants ahead.

Ohkay nafufrustrate na ako. It's 4:20 AM and still, Maria Mena isn't successful in lulling me to sleep. Nakakafrustrate na talaga. Inaasahan ko makakatulog ako agad pagkauwi ko ng bahay ngayon kasi nga nakailang shots din ako ng GrandMa tapos medyo nakakapagod din yung byahe kasi lumipat pa ko ng bus and all that stuff. Tas maaga rin naman ako gumising kanina, mga 8AM gising na ko. Partida mga 4AM na rin ako nakatulog nun. Tas ayun na nga,

Umalis ako sa bahay nila Dhea kasama si Xyra ng mga bandang 10:30 kasi nga kinakabahan na ko. Galit na raw si Mama ee. Sa sobrang kaba ko nagtaxi na lang kami. Sorry talaga guys kung KJ ako. T-T

Si Manong Taxi nagkamali pa ng liko kaya nagpaikot-ikot pa kami sa may Makati. Super sorry naman siya tas okay lang naman sakin. Pero sorry pa rin siya kasi nga halata raw na nagmamadali ako. Tas pagbaba ko sa kabilang side ng BBL sabe niya imamani-obra na lang daw niya para dun sa tapat mismo ng BBL yung baba ko. Sabe ko wag na po, tatawid na lagn ako tas ayun sabe niya na lang "O sige mag-ingat ka ha." O close agad kami. Haha.

Tas pagdating sa BBL sa may Buendia paalis na yung last bus na walang laman so sabi ni Manong Driver sabay na lang daw ako sa kanila so mag-isa lang ako dun sa 60 or more seater na bus. Tas chinichika ako ni Kuya Kundoktor ang emo ko raw kasi. Pero hindi yan ang dahilan kung bakit nagblogpost ako.

Ayun. Pagtapak ko sa may gate namin saktong 12:00. Tas ayun e di nag-ol muna ako sandali. Tas eto na nga 4:27 na hindi pa rin ako inaantok. Matatapos ko na lang basahin yung Confessions of a Shopaholic na ngayong araw ko lang din sinimulan wala pa rin talaga. Iniwan na ko ng lahat ng tao, wala pa rin.

Mamaya maya gigising na yung Tita ko papagalitan na naman ako sasabihin pinapatay ko na yung sarili ko. E grabe ang freaky kaya ng pakiramdam nang hindi makatulog. Kahit mahiga ako at magbasa ng Newsweek o kahit ano pa mang boring na magazine wala pa rin talaga. Minsan nga dictionary na lang binabasa ko ee. Ayan tuloy kapag wala ka talagang magawa ang dami mong naiisip. Nakakapraning lalo na pag wala kang kausap.

Siguro dapat ko talaga basahin yung A Tale of Two Cities. Sabi ni Dencio pampagamot daw ng insomnia yun ee. Kasi boring daw talaga. Haha. Masubukan nga minsan.

Shit 4:38 na. O nag-aksaya ka lang ng panahon basahin to. Sensya naman.

NP: Self-Fulfilling Prophecy - Maria Mena

Tas eto sana walang makaintindi. Pero kelangan ko lang talaga siyang ilabas sa sistema ko.

Tangina mo. Bakit ka ganyan? Ayaw ko pa. Wag muna. Sorry kung hindi ko masabing ganun din ako. Nafefeel ko na baka nga. Pero basta. Wag kang masyadong ganyan. Tsaka basta. Masama akong tao pagdating sa mga ganyang bagay. :)) Baka di ka matuwa. Nyahaaa.

Sori kung namura pa kita. E kasi naman kahit gusto ko nang ibalik yung binibigay mong ano. Meron pa ring inhibitions e. So ayun. Bahala ka. Patigasan na lang siguro muna tayo. :))

2009-05-26T03:24:00.000-07:00

:'c

Natutuwa ako. :) Sobra.
Thank you.
I love you. :)

Mahal na mahal kita Momi Ella. :)

Salamat din sa lahat. :D
Buti na lang UPM tayo pareho. :)

2009-05-25T05:27:00.000-07:00

BAGONG BLOGGGG.
http://sigenaplease.blogspot.com

Ayaw ko palitan 'to ee. Masyado nang maraming memories. Tsaka I doubt kung mauupdate ko 'yun. Siguro habang sinisipag pa ko. Nyahaa. Pavisit at palink na rin ah? :)

Sige na...please? :p

2009-05-21T08:26:00.000-07:00

Last na talaga 'tong blogpost na 'to. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ :D
'tol i-click mo. :))

2009-05-19T10:58:00.000-07:00

Cluttered Thoughts

and the Letter P.

Note: I’m sorry I know I’m such a boring blogger. I understand if you might not read this because all of the words, phrases, sentences, ideas and thoughts stated below might not mean anything to you. But still, I will continue to type even though no one would read it because I think that this is the only way that I would be able to keep the sanity that I have left.

It’s 12:27 in the morning and I still can’t find the urge to sleep. A lot of things have been bothering me lately but I think it would be more prudent for me not to share those things anymore because they are a bit personal. Believe me you’re not going to like it when I start citing my rants about issues that I have with myself and other people which you probably don’t care about anyway. Emphasis on the issues about myself. Well sometimes I just feel like the most useless imbecile you could ever encounter. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I admit paranoia has been one of my unwelcomed companions ever since I became accustomed to the not-so-good side of man and believe me I’ve told myself a thousand times that it is not right to over-analyze things that much. But it seems that my efforts were all in vain, and yes I am doubting who among the people whom I call friends are genuine and sincere. And now that I have spoken of this matter already, I think it would be best for me to shut up. Just shut up.

So much for not talking about my issues. Moving on.

I don’t know what compelled me to make a blog post now. It’s just that I was hoping it would have the same effect that it had on me weeks ago. I’m on this usual state of turmoil and disarray and after hours of contemplating [yes I do sometimes] , I have come to the conclusion that the only possible way which can end this pandemonium of mine is to arrange all my thoughts in this manner.

Just now that I realized that I only have about 2 weeks and a half more before classes start. So I’ve decided to make a final list of things that I should have done before June 8 comes.

Of course on top of my list would be the ones that I haven’t done yet from my past list.

1. Momi Ella’s blog layout – hopefully I find the inspiration tomorrow.

2. Donna Kay’s blog layout

3. Watch a movie with Jana on Thursday…and hopefully be given the opportunity to go to La Salle. :))

4. Watch Angels and Demons.

5. Finish reading all the books that I started reading since last year which I haven’t finished until now.

6. Buy new clothes.

7. Go to the grocery and buy stuffs that I will need for my dorm, soap, shampoo, lotion, toothpaste, towels and to Divisoria for other things that I will be needing. And at the same time, fix my dorm ‘bed’. :)

8. Learn 100 new words and be able to actually use them in daily conversations, or at least in writing something.

9. Finish updating my Music Library. So far I still have 48 bands and artists on my to-DL list. My music folder is up by 4 gig in just a period of 2 to 3 weeks. *gasps*

10. Rediscover local bands. I actually downloaded Urbandub, Paramita, Eraserhead, Up Dharma Down, Juana and other OPM albums yesterday.

11. Finish at least 3 mangas.

12. Read about Philippine History. Yes I’m going to make sure I get an ‘UNO’ for History. Originally I planned on rereading Perry but I learned that our history subject would just cover Philippine History so what’s the sense?

13. Learn the art of keeping my mouth shut. PERIOD.

14. Reach Plurk Nirvana. I’m 8 points shy from Nirvana, baby.

15. Sort out my priorities. This first, and not that. :)

16. Memorize Taylor Swift’s songs. SERIOUSLY.

17. Start opening up to my father more. I think he deserves it anyway.

18. Do something special for my mother. This she really deserves.

19. Spend more time with my brother. Maybe watch DVDs with him. I won’t get to see him that much for maybe 2 years at most, only during weekends and vacations.

20. Stop looking back at the past;

21. Neither looking ahead at the future.

22. But live in the present for it’s what matters most.

23. Settle conflicts with other people, even those not openly talked about. And I believe that it is better to cure the sickness before it becomes worst.

24. Be prepared for a new chapter in my life.

25. Enjoy the rest of the summer. If I can. :)

I know the latter part of this list cannot be marked easily as accomplished or not but still, it’s worth the try right? There I feel much better.

Just now, the song “This Year” done by Juana started to play and it made me think of the things that I wanted to accomplish this year. I know it’s quite late already. In fact, the year 2009 has almost come to its other half so I’m making a mental note to myself that ‘the’ THIS YEAR that I’m referring to would be from June 2009 – June 2010.

This is just some of the things that I badly want to do or learn. Just a draft, I suppose.

1. Learn Morse Code.

2. Learn Nihonggo.

3. ..and later on French.

4. Relearn playing the piano.

5. Be an FBC. :)

6. Be a dean’s lister.

7. Finish Naruto, Inu Yasha, One Piece and Bleach Manga.

8. Finish my so-called 100 greatest novels. :D

9. Learn more about web design, JAVA, CSS, HTML, C++, etc.

10. Be a student assistant come second sem.

11. Maybe have swimming lessons next summer.

12. Make my mom proud. I really want the relationship between us to be the best that it could ever be since I’m soon to be legal. HAHA.

13. Basta explore my other potentials, if in case I have. ;p

I admit I am a very ambitious girl. I always thirst for something more and I never settle for something ‘good’. I just…want more. Credits to the books that I read. I don’t know. I just want to acquire as much knowledge as I can. Is that a crime?

I am lazy I know. But I want to learn so many things. I want to travel the world. Get to know other cultures. Basta.

And I’m going to be a doctor-lawyer someday.

Impossible?

Watch me.

Gee I can’t believe I just wrote that. I know I sound..ugh..disgusting and so confident but believe me that’s my other side speaking. Yak. Pati ba naman multiple personality disorder meron ako? Who knows baka pati schizophrenia meron din pala ako?

The Diana with the inferiority complex && the Diana with over-over-over-confidence. GAAA.

Haha. It’s past 1 and I want to resume reading the manga which Yukiii-chan recommended so there. If you lasted till here, my deepest thanks for keeping up with all my useless talk.

And to end, here’s a part of the song This Year by Juana.

This year, is gonna be incredible
This year is gonna be the one
All the planets are lining up for me
This year, I’m gonna have fun

This year, I’ll paint my masterpiece
This year, I’ll be recognized
I can feel like I’ll fall in love for real
This year, this year

Goodnight. :)

Just follow the colors.

2009-05-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

ANG PAGDADALAGA NI DIANA OROLFO
ISANG EBIDENSYA:

JANUARY

Batang bata pa. Sabe ni Jana, mukha raw akong hapon na lalaki. Sabe naman ni AJ, mukha akong four years old. Pero para sakin, mukha akong siopao. Natuwa rin ako nung nakita ko kinalabasan ng larawang ito. Haha. Ang cute ko kasi ee. Wala nang aangal. Ikaw ba naman? Kasing-bilog ng mundo yung mukha mo, hindi ka matutuwa? E Intrams pa man din nian. Buti hindi napagkamaling bola ng volleyball yung mukha ko no? HAHA. Behbeh peys naman sabe ng iba. Oo alam ko. :)) Wala pang pimples oh. Sana forever na ganyan kutis ko? Kaso wala ee. Uso na tigyawat sakin ngayon. Sign daw ng pagdadalaga yun, kaya okay lang. :))

FEBRUARY

Medyo nawala ng konti ang kabilugan ng mukha. Pero sabog pa rin yung kilay. Sabe ni Jana, may something daw sa larawang yan. Hindi ko rin alam kung ano. Basta pwet look lang naman ako dyan. Tapos sa jeep pa ko nagpipiktyur piktyur. Kapal ng mukha di ba? :))

APRIL

Tuluyan nang nawala ang kabilugan ng mukha. O feeling ko lang yun? Pero higit sa lahat, nawala na ang sabog na kilay. Salamat sa Prom at GradBall, hindi ko napigilan ang mga pakialamerong nagmamake-up para murderin ang kilay kong sabog. Medyo naasar ako sa naging resulta nung prom. Pero natuwa ako nung inahit kilay ko nung GradBall. Malaki pala talaga naitutulong no? Haha. OO PUMAPAYAT AKO. Wala nang aangal. Matagal-tagal na kong di nakakainom ng softdrinks at kanin. Pag lumalabas lang ako, tsaka ako kumakain nun. Pero dito sa bahay, tubig, iced tea, bread, skyflakes, soup, etc lang kinakain ko. Paspasang pagpapayat to. :)) Ganyan talaga pag desperada ka na. NYAHAA.

O kumbinsido ka na?

DALAGA NA TO DUDE.
PERIOD.

2009-05-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

MGA TAONG GUSTONG SUMAYA. :)

Shit pangatlong blogpost ko na 'to sa isang araw. Anaknggg. Iba talaga nagagawa ng bagong layout no? HAHA. Well ganyan talaga. May diminishing marginaly utility ang isang layout. Nyaha. Parang boys lang yan. Jkk.

Bakit ganyan ang title? Eto stat ko oh:

AT ANG MGA GUSTONG SUMAYA? :)

Mark Alvin dela Cruz: ako gusto ko sumaya
Isay: ay ayaw ko sumaya ka e.
Mark Alvin dela Cruz: :((
Isay: o punta ka na sa mama mo magsumbong ka na.
Mark Alvin dela Cruz: yabang
Mark Alvin dela Cruz: yabang nmn nito

Mahal kong Gift~ :)

Julie Anne Cabuhat: okay lng gift, at least mag shishine ka.
Isay: MARAMING MAGANDA
Isay: tangina.
Isay: :))
Julie Anne Cabuhat: mas matalino ka
Julie Anne Cabuhat: leche sila
Julie Anne Cabuhat: :))
Isay: haha
Isay : yan gusto ko sayo e

AMP. :))

paolo gernale: so, natuwa ka sa layout mo? haha. sabagay, maganda naman eh :D ay ganun? skyflakes ka lang talaga? haha.
Isay: haha. tsaka cream-o. :p
paolo gernale: ay paborito ni Myles un :D o sige ngaa, panuorin nga kita sumayaw! :)) hahaha.
Isay: asaaa. :)) andame kasing gustong sumaya ee. =))
paolo gernale: ay ako rin gusto ko sumaya :( haha :))
Isay: sayaw kaaaa.
Isay: :))
paolo gernale: sasaya ba ako pag sumayaw ako? :)) ikaw na langgg. haha.
Isay : ayaw ko may talent fee ako e.
Isay: pay per view
Isay: :))
paolo gernale: haha. kulit mo, ang dami mong pakulo aah

Fermineee~

Fermin Nasol: Hey there Diane
Isay: Hey Fermine.
Isay: Gusto mo rin sumaya?
Fermin Nasol: Yeah. Kinda
Fermin Nasol: WHat's the catch?
Isay: Punta ka sa blog ko.
Isay: Tapos sayaw ka.
Isay: :))
Fermin Nasol: Ha?
Isay: magwebcam ka na rin para makita ko
Fermin Nasol:
Fermin Nasol: Paano yun
Fermin Nasol: Uy, Diane. Paano?
Isay: pano?
Isay: sayaw ka lang.
Fermin Nasol: XD
Fermin Nasol: Jai Ho
Fermin Nasol: Haha
Fermin Nasol: Sumasayaw ka lang ba ngayon?
Isay: uu
Isay: gusto mo makita?
Isay: :))
Fermin Nasol: Next time
Fermin Nasol: Irecord mo tapos i upload mo sa YouTube LO
Fermin Nasol: :))
Isay: wag na baka madiscover pa ko e.

Fermin Nasol: Now go dance
Fermin Nasol: Wohoo!
Isay: eto na nga sumasayaw na e.
Isay: :))
Isay: jai hooooooooo~
Fermin Nasol:
Fermin Nasol: YouTube! Sige na
Isay : wag na. baka sa sobrang dami ng views ko di kayanin ng system ng youtube.

Eto paepal lang. :))

patengboi: nasa bahay k b sa sabado?
patengboi: pahiram ng cat shrt mo
Isay: adik ka. :|
Isay: naiwan ko sa Baguio
patengboi: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Ang ballerina~ :))

Isay: punta ka sa blog ko.
Isay: tapos sayaw ka.
superxyanne: ??
superxyanne: hahhaa
Isay: dapat magwebcam ka ah.
superxyanne: naadik ka sa kanta koaa
Isay: hahaha. sobraaaaaa.
superxyanne: baila baila
Isay: hahaha. sayaw naaa.
superxyanne: eto sumasayaw na
Isay: di ko kita. :(
superxyanne: malas lang
superxyanne: :))
Isay: webcam webcam webcam webcam
Isay: webcam webcam webcam webcam
Isay: webcam webcam webcam webcam
Isay: webcam webcam webcam webcam
Isay: webcam webcam webcam webcam
superxyanne: asa kang may ganun ang laptop ko
Isay : e di dun ka sa isang pc nio
Isay: :D
superxyanne: yuko nga
superxyanne: mukhang tanga
Isay : ayaw mo nun. para masaya. :D

At syempre, ang main event. :p

Mark James Garcia: bata...
Isay: oh?
Mark James Garcia: favor..
Isay: load?
Isay: :))
Isay: =))
Mark James Garcia: yes...
Mark James Garcia: :))
Isay: minsan talaga ang galing ko.
Mark James Garcia: oo naman..
Isay: magkano?
Mark James Garcia: oo na, ikaw na magaling..
Mark James Garcia: 25 lang...
Isay: ohhkayyyy.
Isay: wait ka lang diyan.
Isay: pag sinipag na ko tumayo
Isay: :))
Mark James Garcia: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
Mark James Garcia: :((
Isay: drama mo.
Mark James Garcia:
Mark James Garcia: haha.. mga what time makakarating?
Mark James Garcia: :)
Isay : basta pag sinipag na ko.
Isay: kakatayo ko lang kanina ee.
Isay: malas mo.
Isay: :))
Mark James Garcia: mga kelan naman kaya un?
Mark James Garcia: laki naman kasi ng bilbil mo ee..
Isay: ay. wag na. wala nang load. closed na kami.
Isay: bukas na lang ulet.
Mark James Garcia: waaaaaaaa.........
Mark James Garcia: sorry na..
Mark James Garcia:
Mark James Garcia: eto naman..
Isay: walaaa. walaaaa.
Mark James Garcia: parang di naman mabiro..
Isay: :|
Mark James Garcia: tatambling ako..
Isay: pake ko?
Mark James Garcia: dali na...
Mark James Garcia: amff..
Mark James Garcia: please?
Isay: iyak ka muna.
Isay: >:)
Mark James Garcia: :((
Isay : webcam webcam webcam webcam
Isay : webcam webcam webcam webcam
Isay : webcam webcam webcam webcam
Isay : webcam webcam webcam webcam
Isay : ay shyet gabi na. baka di kita makita.
Isay : =))
Mark James Garcia: hndi mo ko makikita, kaya wag na...
Mark James Garcia: hndi na ko papalag...
Mark James Garcia: haha...
Isay: iba talaga pag may kelangan ka e no?
Isay: bumabait.
Mark James Garcia: oo naman..
Mark James Garcia: :D
Mark James Garcia: dali na..
Mark James Garcia: puhhhhhhhhllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzz???
Mark James Garcia: bata..
Mark James Garcia: o hndi ka na bata..
Isay: tae ang arte nung please
Mark James Garcia: hehe..
Mark James Garcia: maganda ka na..
Mark James Garcia: hasha..
Isay (5/13/2009 7:38:31 PM): dati pa.
Isay (5/13/2009 7:38:32 PM): :))
Mark James Garcia : please?

Pansining maigi: HINDI NAGMURA SI MARK. ANAKNG. HIMALA. IBA TALAGA PAG NANGANGAILANGAN E NO? :))

otamananga.

Sana last post ko na to sa araw na to.
Utang na loob. :))

Goodnighhhhht~

2009-05-13T06:32:00.000-07:00

FUNNIEST FACE

What happens when boredom and vanity attacks?

There you go. :) These photos were taken last June, i think. See my veeeery short hair? Yep. Had my hair cut that short. LOL.

Anyways. The AWARD GOES TOOOO...

*drumroll*

DAVID ROBERTINO QUINTANA! :))

Other awards:
Laging ready award : Diana Dalisay Orolfo
Ikaw na maganda award: Meg Lindt Olea
Laging hindi kasya award: Rezylle Gay Millalos. :)) Labyu close friend.

At eto peyborit ko.
Hayup ka makatingin award: Carlos Edward Miguel Santos
&&
Hindi ka kita [kasi madilim] award: Carlos Edward Miguel Santos. HAHA. Mahal din kita. Peace. :)

photos grabbed from CARLOS.
http://infatuatedbitch.multiply.com. :D

ohh and drop by my multi to see the photos better. :)
This is gonna be one long post. HAHA.

WOOOO.

2009-05-13T01:14:00.000-07:00

NEW LAYOUT! JAI HO~! HAHA.

Oo naadik ako kaya yan yung ginamit kong kanta. Wala lang. Napapasayaw lang ako pag naririnig ko yan. Sino bang hindi? HAHA.

Gusto ko rin magblog. Bagong layout ee. Tsaka marami rin nangyari.

Ayun. Nakaenroll na ako. I belong to Block 23. Yess. 26 lang kami sa block ko. Odiba. Bongga. :))

AT NAKUHA KO NA SCHED KO! Yeay. Eto oh:

Ayos naman. Feeling ko kayang kaya ko pa. Supposedly, wala akong pasok tuwing Wednesday. Pero ayos lang kahit may NSTP kasi 7-10 lang naman. Tsaka magtuturo lang kami magbasa sa mga bata. Excited na ko. Haha. Tapos Bowling pa yung PE ko. San ka pa? Yung iba sa block ko Cheer Dance. Pero ayos lang sakin kahit gusto ko sumayaw. Mukhang mas masaya naman magbowling ee. Haha.

Math17 lang talaga yung kinatatakutan kong subject. Lalo na sa mga tinatawag nilang "Departmental Exams" na minsan ay umaabot ng 10 ng gabi. OMG curfew ko na yun. :))

Masaya rin naman mga blockmates ko. Mga kachika ko na nga sila ee. Tapos andameng Science High School samen. Nakakatakot. Tsaka marami ring taga-ibang probinsiya. Mga Tugegarao, etc. Para kaming Cultural Show. :))

Kahapon naman, enrollment ng mga Nursing people. Dumaan muna kami ni Marj sa Masci para i-meet yung mga nursing people. Haha. Tapos nakita namin si Dencio na naka-DRESS. Oh come on. Ibinigay na rin niya sakin yung "The Kite Runner". Yay. Ang saya. Tapos di ko pa tapos basahin yung "The Count of Monte Cristo". Gudlak naman sakin diba. :))

Tapos ayun nga. Nag-orientation na rin kami kahapon. Tapos nagblock lunch then nagCampus Tour. Andame kong nalaman nung orientation. Tapos super enjoy din sa block lunch. And nakakapagod yung Campus Tour. Ang laki rin pala ng UP no? Tapos infairness, ang ganda ng classrooms namin. Lalo na yung Audi ng College of Pharmacy. Kaso medyo natakot kami sa mga kwento ng mga FBC tungkol sa mga Frat at Soro. Grabe nag-eexist pala sila talaga no? Akala ko sa mga movies lang meron nun. Haha.

Ginawa pa kong 'temporary' block head sa block namin. Nako magreresign ako. :))

After the Campus Tour, dumiretso ako kila Dhea kasi andun sila. Wala lang. Nagtaxi ako. Ang weird nga nung taxi driver ee. Ang daming paalala sakin. Feeling ko long lost father ko tuloy siya. Haha.

Ayaw ko pa sana umuwi kaso tinext na ko ni Mama. Grabe nagpanic talaga ako. Kasi minamadali niya ko. Yun pala hindi lang makapaghintay ng magkwento ako. Tae akala ko hindi na niya ko mamahalin ee. Pero mahal pa rin naman ako. Haha.

Tapos ayun. Yun lang.

Weeeeet~
College na talaga ako.

AJAAAA.

Ay tapos ko na rin pala layout ko sa Multiply at Plurk. Ang sipag ko no? :))

2009-05-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

Teka hindi ako makapagpigil. Natatawa talaga ako ehh.

ANG BUHAY YM NI ISAY.
BOW.

Kausap si Mr. Jorelle Valenz Flores

Jorelle Flores: si ******
Jorelle Flores: 4th year pa lng
Jorelle Flores: so inde ko xa batchmate
Jorelle Flores: kaya inde ko kilala
Isay: ah kaya pala.
Isay: sori naman aa.
Jorelle Flores: xD
Jorelle Flores: kilala xa nino?
Jorelle Flores: si ******?
Jorelle Flores: pano ka ba naadd?
Isay: inadd lang ako.
Isay: ang ganda ko kasi e.
Isay: joke.
Jorelle Flores: gagu
Jorelle Flores: leche
Jorelle Flores: cge na lng
Isay: hahaha.
Isay: angal ka?
Jorelle Flores: inde inde
Jorelle Flores: maganda ka naman eh
Isay: asus.
Jorelle Flores: maliit ka lng
Isay: joke lang yun.
Isay: LECHE KA!
Jorelle Flores: joke lng xempre
Jorelle Flores: MATANGKAD KA NAMAN eh
Jorelle Flores: in your own perspective
Jorelle Flores: HAHAHAHAHA
Isay: leche.
Isay: may perspective ka pang nalalaman.
Jorelle Flores: wahaha
Jorelle Flores: haha
Jorelle Flores: engineer eh
Jorelle Flores: HAHA
Jorelle Flores: anyway
Jorelle Flores: sorry na
Isay: wala wala.
Jorelle Flores: maganda ka naman
Jorelle Flores: ayiiie
Jorelle Flores: xD
Isay: nasaktan mo na ko.
Jorelle Flores: aysus
Isay: kinakausap mo pa yang ****** na yan.
Isay:
Jorelle Flores: haha
Jorelle Flores: tinanong ko nga kung aus na xa
Isay:
Jorelle Flores: ok naman xa
Jorelle Flores: alang reason para inde xa maging inde ok
Isay: may papabasa ako sayo
Jorelle Flores: anu ano?
Isay: teka di ko mahanap
Jorelle Flores: haha
Jorelle Flores: ano to?
Jorelle Flores: weee
Jorelle Flores: basahin ko muna
Jorelle Flores: sino tong ***?
Jorelle Flores: **?
Isay: oo
Isay: kahapon lang yan
Jorelle Flores: landot ni **
Isay: ang bitch ko no?
Jorelle Flores: uhh
Jorelle Flores: sino bithc?
Jorelle Flores: bitch*?
Jorelle Flores: ikaw?
Isay: ako
Isay:
Jorelle Flores: OO
Jorelle Flores: GAGU KA!
Jorelle Flores: taena mo!
Jorelle Flores: kahit sino masasaktan
Jorelle Flores: amp
Jorelle Flores: HAHA
Isay: t*ngina ko talaga.
Isay:
Jorelle Flores: sabay tawa amp
Jorelle Flores: gagu talaga ako
Jorelle Flores: bakit ******* KO?
Jorelle Flores: grabe eh
Jorelle Flores: papansin
Isay: eh sabi niya ******* MO EE.
Jorelle Flores: tae xa
Jorelle Flores: tsaka
Jorelle Flores: "******** mo"
Jorelle Flores: bakit ganun
Jorelle Flores: ******** mo lng?
Jorelle Flores: di ba ******** nya rin kami?
Isay: kaya nga ee.
Isay: ewan ko.
Jorelle Flores: taena
Jorelle Flores: inde ko alam
Jorelle Flores: kainis
Jorelle Flores: amp
Jorelle Flores: pareho kaung nakakainis
Isay: alam ko.
Jorelle Flores: ikaw bitch
Jorelle Flores: xa epal
Isay: sorry naman ah.
Jorelle Flores: amp
Isay: alam mo ba sabe ni ****
Jorelle Flores: galit ako sa mga epal
Isay: ang bitch mo. [***]
Jorelle Flores: amp amp
Isay: ang tanga nia. [*****]
Jorelle Flores: uu
Jorelle Flores: tanga xa
Jorelle Flores: bitch ka
Jorelle Flores: bitch
Jorelle Flores: in a good way
Jorelle Flores: ok?
Jorelle Flores: meron palang good way un
Jorelle Flores: may ganun
Jorelle Flores: amp
Jorelle Flores: HAHA
Isay: kaya nga ee
Isay: dami mong alam
Jorelle Flores: uu
Jorelle Flores: ako pa
Jorelle Flores: engineer ata to
Jorelle Flores: basta engineer alam na lahat
Jorelle Flores: may ganon
Jorelle Flores: haha
Isay: ohkay whatever
Isay:
Jorelle Flores: haha
Jorelle Flores: btw
Jorelle Flores: comment on the photo
Jorelle Flores: ano masasabi mo?
Jorelle Flores: kung ok gagawin ko nang primary pic yan
Jorelle Flores: dali dali
Isay: aling photo?
Isay: mukha kang adik. as usual.
Jorelle Flores: gagu
Jorelle Flores: ung avatar ko
Jorelle Flores: kuha kasi ni xy eh
Isay: tangina kanina pa ko nagagagu ah.
Jorelle Flores: ano masasabi mo?
Jorelle Flores: gagu
Jorelle Flores: ay
Jorelle Flores: hahaha
Jorelle Flores: sorry
Jorelle Flores: xD
Jorelle Flores: anyway
Isay: para kang si ***** ee.
Isay: nagkakasala ako dahil sayo.
Isay: anyways.
Jorelle Flores: thats my way of saying
Isay: medyo edit pa ng konti
Jorelle Flores: "you look pretty"
Isay: LECHE.
Jorelle Flores: haha
Isay: mxadong light ee.
Jorelle Flores: ganun ba?
Jorelle Flores: si xy eh
Jorelle Flores: galing cp
Jorelle Flores: BnW lng ata feature
Jorelle Flores: haha
Isay: sumbong kita.
Isay: [nakapagsumbong na kay Xyra]

superxyanne: mganda ba stats q

superxyanne: ?
Isay: di ko kilala si ****.
Isay: hahaha. pero anlandi.
superxyanne: haha
Isay:
superxyanne: gagu best prend q yan
superxyanne: tgnan mo stats ni **** kainis
Isay: tangina nagagu na naman ako.

superxyanne: andami na 2mtwag sking babe
superxyanne: mga hinayupak
Isay: yesss babe?
Isay:
superxyanne: waaaaaaaa

Jorelle Flores: wait luto ng food
Jorelle Flores: ala akong kasama eh
Isay: osigesige.
Jorelle Flores: nasa bar si mama
Isay: haha.
Isay: na naman?
Jorelle Flores: uu
Jorelle Flores: dami nya pera eh
Jorelle Flores: kainis
Jorelle Flores: ako ayaw bigyan
Jorelle Flores: ****** ******: lagot ka. niaaway mo na naman si isay.
Jorelle Flores: amp
Isay: niaaway mo ko!
Jorelle Flores: sa stat mo kasi eh
Jorelle Flores: haha
Jorelle Flores: see
Jorelle Flores: he cant get over you
Jorelle Flores: pinagmamasdan ka pa nya rin
Jorelle Flores: wait
Jorelle Flores: luto na ako
Isay: penge ako after a.

tinamad na ko. sige yan na lang. :))

OPS MAY NAINGGIT.
Eto na ho si Mr. Main Event *diumano*
Mr. Mark James Garcia

Mark James Garcia: psstt.. haha..
Isay: oh?
Mark James Garcia: wala lang..
Mark James Garcia: haha..
Isay: namiss mo ko?
Mark James Garcia: inggit ako ee... haha..
Isay: inggit?
Mark James Garcia: sa dami daming taong pde ma miss ikaw pa?
Mark James Garcia: hahaha..
Isay: osigena.
Mark James Garcia: sarap ng mga usapan nyo ee..
Isay: dun ka sa UPLB.
Isay: mamundok ka.
Mark James Garcia: haha, dun ka sa maynila.. alikabukin ka..
Isay: okay lang at least dun ako sa may totoong tao.
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: hahaha.... totoong tao? puno naman ng polusyon..
Mark James Garcia: samin ba alang tao?
Mark James Garcia: haha..
Mark James Garcia: xempre andun ako, puno na ng saya un!
Isay: osige magsama kayo nila ***** dun.
Isay: at si *******.
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: oo naman!
Mark James Garcia: mamimitas kami..
Mark James Garcia: haha..
Mark James Garcia: 3-some..
Isay: hahaha. ang saya naman ng araw na to.
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: syempre..
Isay: ohsige gudlak sayo.
Mark James Garcia: and2 ako ee..
Isay:: asa ka.
Mark James Garcia: haha...
Mark James Garcia: antaray ah..
Mark James Garcia: sapakan?
Isay: inuman na lang?
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: haha, sige ba..
Mark James Garcia: pareho tayo tagay..
Mark James Garcia: haha..
Isay: wushuuu. tapos susuka ka.
Mark James Garcia: papatumbahin kita..
Isay: asaaaaa.
Mark James Garcia: pareho nga tayo tagay..
Mark James Garcia: walang kala kalahati...
Isay: sus ganun din yun.
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: haha, sows..
Mark James Garcia:
Mark James Garcia: sabi mo ee..
Isay: sino si ***?
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: ang slow naman nito..
Mark James Garcia:
Isay: ayy.
Isay: sori naman.
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: hahaha..
Mark James Garcia: galing mo..
Isay: nagets ko na.
Isay: mwahahaha.
Mark James Garcia: haha..
Mark James Garcia: bat namamaga mata mo dyan?
Isay: hindi namamaga mata ko no.
Isay: maganda lang talaga mata ko.
Mark James Garcia: ankapal ng face mo..
Mark James Garcia: hahaha..
Isay: meron bang manipis na face?
Isay: ang galing naman nun.
Mark James Garcia: wow, marunong sumagot ang ineng..
Mark James Garcia:
Isay: hahaha. di na ko 'ineng' no.
Mark James Garcia: haha, anu ka na?
Isay: dalaga na ko.
Mark James Garcia: owwsss?
Mark James Garcia: hahaha..
Mark James Garcia: baby ka pa..
Mark James Garcia: wag ka magfeeling..
Mark James Garcia: btw, napanuod mo na ghost of GF past?
Isay: hahahaha. leche.
Isay: dalaga na ko. period.
Isay: hindi pa ee.
Mark James Garcia: woah..
Isay: papanuorin namin ni Jana sa 19.
Isay: sama ka?
Mark James Garcia: tlga?
Mark James Garcia: gusto ko din manuod ee..
Mark James Garcia: haha, wala ako mayaya..
Mark James Garcia: pwahahahaha..
Isay: baka makarelate ka?
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: tangena mu..
Mark James Garcia: hahaha..
Isay: oh bakit?
Isay: wala naman akong sinasabing masama aa.
Isay: lage na lang ako namumura.
Mark James Garcia: hahaha..
Isay: ayaw ko kasama ka sa sinehan ee. madilim dun.
Mark James Garcia: ganun tlga..
Mark James Garcia: tangena..
Mark James Garcia: pota ka ahh..
Isay: hahaha.
Isay: bait bait ko kaya.
Mark James Garcia: batukan kita ng bonggang bongga ee..
Isay: osigenga. gawa.
Isay: di ako iilag swear.
Isay: basta ba maabot mo ko.
Mark James Garcia: tlga
Isay: ngayon ah!
Mark James Garcia: ?
Isay: ngayong araw na to!
Isay: ngayong araw na to lang.
Mark James Garcia: magulat ka pumunta ako dyan..]
Isay:
Isay: wag gabi na!
Mark James Garcia: haha...
Isay (5/9/2009 10:01:40 PM): oy tingnan mo stat ni *** ohh.
Mark James Garcia: alam mo naman ako, sing bilis ng kidlat..
Mark James Garcia: hahaha..
Mark James Garcia: joke..
Isay: hahaha. sing bilis daw? sus. di ka lang talaga makita kasi gabi na. kaya parang mabilis ka lang.
Isay: parang lang.
Mark James Garcia: haha, ganun tlga..
Mark James Garcia: sabi ko nga, wala sa kulay yan..
Mark James Garcia: haha.. sa laki yan...
Isay: hahaha. leche. anung laki?
Mark James Garcia: haha...
Mark James Garcia:laki..
Isay: ano ngang laki?
Mark James Garcia: laki..
Mark James Garcia: haha...
Mark James Garcia: bata ka pa nga..
Isay: ahahaha. hindi na ko bata!
Mark James Garcia: hahaha...
Mark James Garcia: basta laki..
Isay: sumasakit puso ko sayo.
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: bakit naman?
Mark James Garcia: hahaha..
Isay: nakakapagod tumawa ee.
Mark James Garcia:sabi sayo ee..
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: ako tlga rasong kung bat sasaya ang araw...
Isay: hahaha. e kasi ika nga ni Dhea
Isay: IKAW YUNG GABI.
Mark James Garcia: haha...
Mark James Garcia: ganun tlga..
Isay: hahaha.
Isay: yess aminado na siya.
Mark James Garcia: kaya nga tall dark and handsome ee....
Isay: ay sige umasa ka pa.
Mark James Garcia: haha...
Mark James Garcia: well, ganun nga sinasabi nila sa una...
Isay: haha. ewan ko sayooo. hayyy. gusto mo rin ba maging bida sa blog ko?
Isay:
Mark James Garcia: wag na... haha..
Mark James Garcia: baka dumami magbasa nun..
Isay: baka nga wala na magbasa ee.
Isay:
Isay: tama wag na lang.
Mark James Garcia: hahaha...
Mark James Garcia: ganun tlga..
Mark James Garcia: ako si main event... haha..

ewan ko ba kung anong meron ngayon. haha.
oh eto pa mga screen captures na langggg. :DDD

ANG KAGULUHAN.

ANG ASO. GUSTO KO NETO!

ayun. haha. sige.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY SA INYOOOO~
weee. :33

2009-05-05T00:12:00.000-07:00

Mkay. So I'm in some sort of chaos right now. Why? Well, I have to admit that I am the type of person who's somehow OC. I like to plan things ahead of time and I usually put up a time frame for everything that needs to get settled. But recently, I have been having a hard time juggling everything that needs to be done.

And I hate it. Because I want everything to go perfectly according to plan.

So here goes the things that I need to get done this week.

1. Go to the dentist to get meh dental certification or whatever. - I need this TODAY. [ACCOMPLISHED!]
2. Make a new blog skin for myself.[ACCOMPLISHED!]
3. Make a blog skin for Momi Ella.
4. Make a blog skin for Donna Kay.
5. Make a new multiply layout for myself.[ACCOMPLISHED!]
6. Make a new multiply layout for Jana. [ACCOMPLISHED!]
7. Make my OWN plurk layout.[ACCOMPLISHED!]
8. Fix my long forgotten fs. [ACCOMPLISHED!]
9. Finish reading The Good Morrow. [ACCOMPLISHED!]
10. Watch V for Vendetta.
11. Read The Count of Monte Cristo.
12. Clean my nails. :))[ACCOMPLISHED!]

That's it for now.

Tomorrow, me and my halfsisters shall be watching The Haunting in Connecticut. YAY~
Then on Thursday, it will be my physical exam in UPM. Wish me luck mateys.

Other stuff on my mind right now.

1. My schedule.
I'm a bit nervous and of course excited to know my schedule for the first sem. My friends already know theirs so I really can't hardly wait to see mine. Damn UP. I think I'm going to get my schedule next Monday, May 11, because it will be our enrollment.

2. New clothes.
My father already agreed to go shopping with me for new clothes. YAY.

3. Bedsheets, stuff and all those yadayada for dorm.
I still need to buy so many things for my dorm. Apparently, I am still the one to provide those things for myself so...goodluck.

4. Allowance
I don't know if my father was just joking when he told me he'd be giving me 10k every start of the month and then it's up to me to budget it for the whole month, including my dormitory fees, etc. It sounds like a good deal to me. Well I just hope he's serious. :)) I can't wait to buy things with my own money. Yay.

5. Independence
Classes start at June 8. OMG. I still can't imagine myself going home to another place. Sleeping at another bed and being with other people. Living alone. Surviving alone. Haha. Drama. But seriously, I like the idea of having independence but still I'm nervous and I don't know why.

So there. Finally I got to clear my clouded mind.
Sometimes it really helps when you try to write your thoughts. My mind was really in full chaos a while ago. Good thing I decided to clear things up through blogging. YAY.

Well that's about it.
Til next time. :p

oops before I forget. still confused about our yearbook?

CLICK THE IMAGE FOR BETTER VIEW. :))

I know it doesn't clear things that much but to stop all your questions, I posted it anyway. Kay?

2009-05-04T09:42:00.001-07:00

Ang Papel ng Pambansang Kamao sa buhay MO;
sa buhay KO;
at sa buhay ng lahat ng TAO.

Amen.

At dahil ito ay para sa'yo, magtatagalog ako. You know. Baka kasi you know. Mahirap na e, you know. Haha. You know?

Kahapon ay naganap na ang labang pinaka-inabangan ng napakaraming tao sa buong mundo. Ang laban sa pagitan ni Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao at Ricky "Hitman" Hatton. O di ba. Mga alias pa lang, exciting na ang laban. Hindi ako updated sa mga ganung bagay. Basta ang alam ko, mga 6 AM na ko nakatulog nung araw na 'yon. At biglang dumating ang tatay ko, ginigising ako ng mga bandang 8 AM. Medyo wala pa ko sa tamang pag-iisip ng mga panahong yun. Pero nagawa ko namang tanungin ang dahilan kung bakit niya ginambala ang aking mahimbing na pagtulog:

Una. Para makita ang gradball pictures ko.
Pangalawa. Upang panuorin ang labang aking nabanggit sa itaas.

Hindi pa man nagsisimula ang laban, ang dami na kaagad nag-gm na bumagsak nga raw si Hatton sa second round. Sayang ang training. Sayang ang 2 months na yun. Pero sa parte naman ni Manny, 5 minutes and 29 seconds lang ang kailangan [plus the 2 months of intense training] para maging another 20+ Million Dollars richer ka + pay per views pa. Tigas ng mukha di ba?

Matapos ang laban, ang dami kong narealize. BONGGA.

At eto na nga, ang listahan ko ng mga papel na ginagampanan ni Manny sa buhay nating lahat.

*drumroll*

1. White Flag
Para sa mga taong sangkot sa gyera sa bandang Mindanao, si Manny ang nagsisilbing white flag ng magkabilang panig. Aba. Talaga namang tumitigil ang mundo sa tuwing may laban si Manny. Tigil putukan, ika nga nila. Sana lang lagi na lang may laban si Manny para matigil na ang gyera e no? HAHA.

2. Manok
Baraha sana ang ilalagay ko, pero dahil nirerespeto ko naman ang pagiging isang nilalang ni Bro sa kanya, sige manok na lang. At least may buhay yun di ba? Bakit kamo? Eh kasi naman marami ang nadagdagan ang kayamanan dahil sa pagpustang mananalo siya. Maaaring mayroong ibang natalo [ayan kasi tataya pa sa hindi kalahi. haha. mga traydor!] pero karamihan ng nakausap ko ay nanalo naman. Parang sabong lang eh, no?

3. Airplane Ticket
Actually para ito sa mga pulitikong talaga namang walang pinapalagpas na laban ni Manny. Sabi naman nila e sariling pera nila ang ginagamit nila para makapunta sa mga labang ito, pero syempre oo na lang ako. Haha. Ayoko na nga. Baka mademanda pa ko nang di oras ee.

4. 4 Minutes of Fame [or Shame]
Para naman ito sa mga napipili niyang kumanta ng Lupang Hinirang sa kanyang mga laban. Syempre buong mundo ang makakapanuod sa'yo kapag napili ka no. Baka may makadiscover pa sa'yo kaya swerte ka talaga. Malas mo lang kung kapitan ka nang konting kaba. Kasi buong mundo makakakita sa pagkakalat mo. :)) HAHA.

5. Coffee Break
Naxx. Tulad nung unang bilang, tigil din ang mga krimen sa mga panahong nakatapak si Manny sa ring. Kaya panahon na nila Manong Pulis para magpahinga. Yun ay kung nagtatrabaho talaga sila. Pano ba naman, yung mga huhulihin nila, nasa bahay nakatutok sa telebisyon ang mga mata. O e di masaya. :D

6. Stopwatch
Actually wala na talaga akong maisip kaya para lang dumami, sige idagdag na rin natin 'to. Tulad nga ng nabanggit ko, tila ba tumitigil ang oras at ang mundo sa tuwing aapak si Manny sa loob ng ring. Yung iba nga nakakalimot na huminga ee. HAHA.

7. Emergency
Ito last na. Actually sa akin lang nag-aapply 'to ee. Haha. Emergency? Bakit? Eh kasi naman. Yung tatay ko na hindi pa nagpapakita o nagpaparamdam man lang sa loob ng isang buwan, biglang sumulpot na parang mushroom sa labas ng aming tahanan para lang makapanuod ng laban na 'to. E karaniwan, pag may emergency lang [EMERGENCY = WALA NA AKONG ALLOWANCE] siya biglang sumusulpot. O diba. Bongga talaga. :))

Ayan na. Tinamad na ko mag-isip.

Madame pa dapat ako ikkwento. Pero bukas na lang. Tinatamad na ko ee.

Haha.

Talaga naman.

Mabuhay ka Manny! :))

2009-05-02T18:06:00.000-07:00

hey.

it's 9:00 AM and my father just came in and disturbed my sleep. my head aches. i was only able to sleep by 6. gaaaaa.

i asked him why and he said he wanted to see my gradball pics. *headdesk*
i stood up and opened my laptop. so here i am. blogging all so suddenly. :|

ohkayyy. i'm still addicted to my bgm. haha.

i'm saying nonsense stuff so i'd better stop typing don't you think?

well i thought so also.

i think i better get back to sleep now.

will you come with me to slumberland?

mkay nevermind.

early morning rhapsodies~

this is bad. really bad.
i should stop this already. 'coz i know it's wrong.
i don't know if i can still stand blocking my heart with feelings which are uncalled for.
but what can i do?
i just can't help myself.
believe it or not.
i am trying my best here.
but the more i try, the more i become curious about what might happen if i give in.
when i give in.
but i won't give in.
i just can't.
oh boy you might be the worst mistake i might make.
or maybe not.
i don't know.
help.

2009-05-01T02:41:00.000-07:00

Ang dentista. Bow.

Akala ko'y magiging isang walang kwentang araw lamang ang araw na ito. Yun pala ay nagkamali ako.

Umaga na nang makatulog ako. Siguro'y lagpas 5 na nun. Sa totoo lang ay wala pa akong balak matulog subalit biglang nagloko si SmartBro. Kaya no choice ako kundi pilitin ang aking sariling makatulog. Awa ng Diyos, paghiga ko'y comatose agad ang drama ko.

Nagising ako ng mga 9 sapagkat nakatanggap ako ng mensahe mula sa aking ina na kami raw ay pupunta sa dentista. Hindi ko ito pinansin at ako'y bumalik na sa aking pagtulog. Paggising ko ng mga bandang 11 ay narinig ko na ang boses ng aking ina. Ginigising niya ako't tanghali na raw.

Bumangon ako at binuksan ang aking laptop. Ganyan ako kabait. Kaso sira pa rin si SmartBro. Badtrip.

Naligo ako at naghanap ng maaaring isuot para sa linggong ito. Ayun sila nakahanay na.

Sa Lunes ay pupunta ako sa PGH upang kuhain ang x-ray ko at upang kumuha ng form para sa dental examination. Pupunta rin ako sa Masci upang ipaphotocopy at palagyan ng seal ang aking card. Pupunta rin ako sa Rob upang bumili ng mouse para sa aking laptop. Pupunta rin ako kila Ralph para kuhain ang gradpic ko. Papatayin na ko ng nanay ko pag di ko pa yun nakuha. At pupunta ako kila Jana para manggulo. Sana'y bukas loob niya akong tanggapin sa kanilang tahanan. :))

Sa Martes ay tatambay lamang ako rito sa bahay. Susulitin ko ang mouse na bagong bili. Gagawa ako ng blogskin ko, ni Momi Ella at ni Donna Kay. Gagawa rin ako ng bagong layout para sa multi ko at sa multi ni Jana. Kung sipagin ay gagawa na rin ako para sa plurk.

Sa Miyerkules ay kukuhain namin ang aming yearbook sa Masci. Syempre pagkatapos nun ay gagala kami. Gusto kong magkamay-kamay dahil matagal na kaming hindi nakakapaglaro nun. Basta kahit ano. Makagala lang kasama ang aking mga halfsisters, solve na ako.

Sa Huwebes naman ay schedule na ng physical exam ko sa UP. Kung maagang matatapos, manggugulo rin ak0 sa bahay nang kung sino-sino. Intayin mo, baka mamaya ay andyan na ko sa labas ng bahay niyo. :))

Nasan ang dentista sa aking kwento?

Wala pa. Wala pa siya. Sana wala na lang siya. Hayup siya.

Nung una ay nilinisan niya muna ang aking mga ngipin. Tapos ay sinabi niyang kelangan niya raw akong pastahan. 12 dapat yung papastahan niya pero dahil kapos ako sa pera, 8 na lang pinapastahan ko. Goodbye 4K. Isang araw ka lang nanatili sa aking bulsa. :)) Easy come, easy go. Ika nga nila. :|

Aaminin kong unang beses ko pa lang magpapasta kaya't natakot ako. Malay ko ba. Huling beses na nagpalinis ako ng ngipin ay nung Grade 6 ako. Regular pa akong nalilinisan nung mga panahong yun dahil di tulad sa Masci, hindi lang display ang clinic sa CSA. May tao sa loob. At ang maganda, nagtatrabaho talaga sila. :D

Ayan na. Binarena na niya ang mga kaawa-awa kong ngipin. Pagkatapos ay naramdaman kong butas talaga ang mga bagang ko. Nakakaiyak. Umalis sandali ang dentista.

Pagkakataon ko na upang magtext! Haha. Nagsumbong ako sa maraming tao. Pero sa lahat, ang pinakanaramdaman ko ang pagmamalasakit sa akin ay si Keesha.

Isay: Kee. Binutas ng dentist ipin kooo!
Keesha: Bakit? Lalagyan ng hikaw? Haha.

Salamat Keesha. Isa kang tunay na kaibigan.

Syempre nakarelate rin sa akin si Chryzl dahil nung isang araw ay nagpabunot at nagpapasta rin siya.

Dumating na ang dentist. Ayan na.

Unti-unti niyang nilagyan ng kung anumang tawag dun ang mga butas sa aking ngipin. Hay buhay. Sarap talagang sabunutan nung dentista. Babae pa naman siya. HAHA.

Natapos na. Salamat naman at tapos na.

Nagutom ako.

Moral Lesson: Magtoothbrush pagkatapos kumain, kahit candy lang kinain mo. At wag kalimutang magpalinis every 6 months. Kumain din ng sobrang dami bago magpadentist dahil magugutom ka sa haba ng prosesong gagawin niya. Magdala ng rosaryo para pwede kang magdasal.

At most of all. Wag itext si Keesha. :))

Joke lang Kee. I love youu~

Sana may natutunan din kayo.

:DDDD

May part two pa ata ang pakikipagsapalaran ko sa dentistang iyon. May apat pa sa taas na kanyang mumurderin. Kawawang mga ngipin. :|

Kakaharapin ko rin ang mga turok at vaccine na aking kakailanganin upang may proteksyon ako sa mga sakit na maaari kong makuha sa UPM/PGH. Sabe sa akin ng aking ina, 6 lang naman daw ang ituturok sa akin. 6 lang naman daw. Para lang akong nagpabutas ng tenga ng 6 na beses. Sana ganun nga lang kadali yun.

Ipagdasal niyo ako.

Ang lahat ng ito ay ginagawa ko para sa kinabukasan ko.

Anakngshyet.

:))

2009-04-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

Actually wala naman talaga akong planong magblog ngayon. Busy ako magdownload ng mga kanta. HAHA. Tsaka inaayos ko yung music library ko by album kaya nahihirapan ako magsearch nung mga music artist at i-sort lahat ng mga kanta nila into their appropriate albums, pero ganun talaga kapag tinamaan ka ng ka-OChan. Ang panget kasi tingnan pag kalat-kalat di ba? After nitong music library, yung folders naman aayusin ko. HAHA.

Anyways. Naisipan ko lang magblog kasi nga may nabasa akong napakagandang blogpost na gawa ng the one and only Ms. Xyra Ianne Llamas Yuson.

Basahin niyo na lang din. :D

[CLICK]

Basahin mo muna.

Ayan nabasa mo na?

Niloloko mo naman ako ee. Sabi ko basahin mo muna. :D

Sure kang nabasa mo na?

Swear?

Cross your heart?

O sige na nga.

Haha.

Wala na rin ako masabi ee. Actually matagal ko na rin naisip 'tong bagay na 'to. Parang, nakakatakot ba talaga kami? Kasi marami raw natatakot sa amin ee. Ewan ko lang.

Hayun. Napag-isip-isip ko rin na malapit na talaga ang college. Things will never be the same. We will meet new friends. Pero we made a vow na we will still be as tight as we were. Kahit na busy na. Kahit na may mga bago nang kaibigan. Walang magbabago sa samahan.

Ang friends sa highschool, kilalang kilala mo talaga. Kahit yung good and bad side niya.
E friends sa college? Hindi na ganun ka-strong ang foundation ng friendship niyo.

Yan ang sabi sakin ng Mama ko. At feeling ko naman, tama yung sabi niya.

Siguro nga may mga flaws din kami. Siguro nga mukha kaming mga tanga pag magkakasama kami. Pero masaya kami run. Bakit? Kayo ba nagmumukhang tanga? Hindi naman diba. HAHA. Tsaka wala naman kaming inaaway ah. Ambait bait nga namin ee. >:)

Tsaka hindi rin naman kami mang-aaway kung wala ka namang ginagawa samin diba? Ganun lang yun. :))

Ah basta.

To conclude.

Somethings are meant to change. But some things can stay the same as long as you really want it to be that way. Mahirap man, kaya yan!

Kami pa? :))

P.S.

Wag kayo maniwala kay Xyra. Wala pa kong pinapaiyak no. :))

2009-04-24T21:17:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOO~

Finally, summer has become more exciting! I've got loads to do, which means I have more acceptable reasons to leave our house and go to Manila. Yay me~!

But before anything else, I would like to greet Mr. Krister Ian Daniel Zafra Roquel a very HAPPY birthday TODAY! Haha. Sabihin na kasi kung sino ee. Haha. Jkkk.

Anywaysss.

First stop. The outing which almost seemed like a dream finally came to reality! Haha. Hyperbole. LOL.

Keesha, Chryzl, Nikki, Dhea and I decided to meet at Mcdo. Our meeting time was 8:00 AM. We were already complete by 9:00 except for one VERY IMPORTANT PERSON. Haha. Yess. Ms. Andrea Delgado came at 10:30 AM. Di naman siya late ee. Sobrang late lang naman. :))

We immediately caught a bus to Bacoor. On the way, Arvin told Chryzl that he won't be able to come anymore because something came up. Aww. Sayanggg. Anyways, Jorelle met us at SM Bacoor and we rode a pedicab to their house.

Pweh. Ang hirap mag-english. :))

Ayun. Ang ganda nung bahay nila Jor. Puro tiles. Tapos nanuod muna kami ng Harry Potter, Japanese version. Haha. Jkk. Tapos kumain. Tapos ayun na nga. Nagtext si Xyra na hindi raw agad siya makakasunod kasi nga ang lakas daw ng ulan sa Manila. Pinauna na niya kami sa water camp. So ayun. Langoy langoy habang umaambon. At least hindi kami nangitim di ba? Haha.

Dumating na si Xyra at Mark James. Nagswimming ulit kami. Tapos nagpahenna sila Chryzl, Dhea at Keesha. Tapos umuwi na kami.

Pagdating sa bahay nila Jor, e empty bat na ko nun, tinanong ko si Jor kung may charger sila ng Nokia na maliit. Sabi ni Jor, wala raw. PATAY. Nagpanic ako ng bonggang bongga. Haha. Actually hindi lang ako. Si Keesha at Dhea rin. Buti na lang at nagmagandang loob si Mark kaya pinahiram niya ko ng cellphone. YAY.

Tapos ayun. Nilabas na ang mga dapat ilabas. Tinanong ako ni Zel kung gusto ko ng Vodka Cruiser. E di pa ko nakakainom nun, kaya sabi ko bahala na siya sa flavor. Tapos pagbalik nila, may dala nang charger si Dhea! Hyeay. Natikman ko na rin yung Melon flavor nung Vodka Cruiser. Saraaap. Lasang Slurpee. Haha. Pero mas masarap yung Mudshake ni Keesha. Sana yun na lang pinabili ko. :|

Anyways, nagkantahan na. Haha. Si Keesha ayaw magpaawat. Hanggang sa sinabihan na kaming wag masyadong malakas dahil nakakahiya sa kapitbahay. :)) Ang ingay kasi ni Xyra ee. Haha. Joke.

Nagkayayaan nang matulog nung nagsuka na si Mark. :)) Syempre dapat ilagay ko yun dito. Mayabang ako ee. :)) Oh well, natalo ko lang naman siya sa inuman. Ohhhh. Sige na mayabang na ko. :D

Natulog na kami. Tapos mga bandang 7 nagising ako kasi sobrang nilalamig talaga ako. Yun pala ang magaling na si Mark, samin tinapat ni Keesha yung electric fan. Amp. Pabalik-balik ako sa CR kasi feeling ko masusuka ako, pero hindi naman natuloy. Buti na lang. Haha.

Nakatulog ulit ako. Tapos ginising na kami ni Jorelle. Ayun. Dun lang kami sa sala at nagkwentuhan. Nakwento pa nung mom ni Jor na marami raw talaga multo dun sa bahay nila. Sabi nga nila, baka raw kaya ako nilamig ay dahil....oh wag na nating isipin yun. Freaky ee. Haha.

Tapos ayun. Grabe after kong lamigin nang bonggang bongga, ang init naman bigla ng pakiramdam ko. Nung naligo na ko, sobrang namumula ako tapos ang hapdi talaga nung balat ko. Hay. Malay ko bang allergic ako sa lambanog. :|

Umalis na si Keesha. Tapos ayun. Wala na kaming magawa. Nanuod na lang kami. HAHA. Sex is Zero 2 yung pamagat nung movie. Akala mo joketime sa simula, pero naiyak SILA dun sa bandang huli. Cute naman talaga yung story ee. Nakakaiyak. :)

Nung tapos na maligo si Zel, umalis na kami. Ayun. Tinamad na ko magkwento. Haha. Eto na lang piktyur: Right click tapos view image para lumaki. :D

Side comment: Xy, hindi ka naman mahilig sa purple niyan? :))

Tapos kahapon, pumunta ako sa Masci para kumuha ng Form 137. Tsaka para na rin magpamana ng trabaho sa SSG at ng mga notes sa mga tao. Pagdating ko run, nakita ko agad si Jana at Angel. Tapos dumating na rin si Ralph at Mark.

Sabi sakin ni Kuya Adams kelangan ko raw ng request form galing sa UPM para makuha ko yung Form 137 ko. Gaaa. E di yun umalis na kami ni Jana para magdate. Hyeay.

Namuti na mga mata namin kakahanap ng pwedeng makainan hanggang sa Wendys na lang kami bumagsak. Pagkakain, pumunta kami sa OUR ng UPM. Sabi sakin, sa enrollment ko pa raw makukuha yung request form ko. Medyo nawindang lang ako kasi ang labo masyado. :))

Nako talaga pag ako napagtripan ni Sir Adams at pinabalik-balik niya ako, tatadyakan ko siya. Grr.

Tapos ayun. Naggala na lang kami ni Gift sa Rob at nagkwentuhan nang bonggang bongga. Ay nga pala, binigyan ako ni gift ng CD ng RomeoxJuliet. YAY! May mapapanuod na ko. Tapos di ko pa rin tapos yung The Good Morrow. Nako. Andame ko talagang gagawin. Haha. :))

Thanks Gift! ILOVEYOUUU~

Dumaan kami sa Masci ng mga bandang 4 kaso sabi ni Kuya Felix wala na raw tao kaya tumambay muna kami sandali sa Mcdo bago umuwi. Tapos ayun.

Pag-uwi ko, binasa ko yung laman ng admission letter ko sa UP for the first time. Haha. Halatang walang pakialam sa kinabukasan ee no.

So sa May 7 pa pala yung schedule ng dental at physical exam ko. Pero bago yun, kelangan ko muna magpax-ray sa labas. Tapos kelangan ko pa rin ng dalawang photocopy nung card ko na may seal at signed ng principal. Tapos hindi pa rin ako nakakapagreserve dun sa dorm ni AJ. Hayy. Ang dami ko pang gagawin. Pero okay lang. Kesa naman mabulok lang ako rito sa bahay. :))

Sa Monday naman, pupunta ako kila AJ para manuod ng Sleepy Hollow. HYEAY~

Ayun lang.
Ang haba na pala neto. HAHA.
Sigeee. Manunuod na ko ng RomeoxJuliet. :DDD

Au revoir~

2009-04-18T19:32:00.000-07:00

UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE!

Since Geneva told me that I should continue updating my blog since I'm the only whom she thinks is still doing so, I'm going to update as much as possible this summer. Even though I might just update whenever there's something I could talk about.

And I'm going to try to exert some effort in my blogpost. You'll see later on what I'm talking about.

Anyways, last Friday, Einstein had a so-called outing at Josephine's. Well it's not really that much of an outing if I may say because there were only 11 of us. Jana. Angel. Krister. Agaps. Joyce. Geneva. Bien. Adolfo. Miguel. Hazel. and me of course.

Celiz, Carlos, David and Jeric also went to Masci to bid us farewell. Aww. Heh.

We immediately changed clothes when we got there and we literally drowned ourselves with sunblock. Especially Joyce. Haha. Too bad sunblock doesn't work on me. :[

But even though we we're just like 1/3 of the overall population of Einstein, we still managed to have fun. I also got to talk to Jana about soooo many things. Haha. And not to mention of course the vain moments. :DDD

The one thing I also loved in this outing is the FOOD! Agap's family prepared chicken and adobo. Gaad. Kung hindi lang ako nahihiya inubos ko na yung adobo nila. It was really delicious. And they also brought indian mangoes with bagoong. I have been craving for mangoes this summer and I really couldn't help myself.

Yes ladies and gents, that is me in action. Oh I just love mangoes. :))

There's really nothing much more to say. We went home. I met my mom at Wendy's and when we finally got home, I can't remember how I got into my bed but all I know is that I woke up the next morning feeling muscle pains in my leg. :))

Oh and finally! I also felt the urge to upload photos in multiply. I found some shots that I really liked. Here:

And of course. With my halfsisters!

So there. I really have nothing much more to say. Haha.

Ciaaooooo~

2009-04-11T20:23:00.000-07:00

Happy Easter everyone!

So far, summer's been boring. I swear I would want to squeeze my brain out of my head. Good thing there are a lot of people whom I get to talk to and most of the time, I just play Word Challenge, GTA, O2 Jam, etc. I'm also enjoying answering quizzes in facebook. Oh you just have to love facebook for saving my soul. Haha. See. I talk shit. That's how bored I am. Anyways~

I know I said that I'd be making a new layout [actually lots and lots for plurk, fs, multi and the like] but inspiration just won't hit me. Hay. Maybe some other time. :p

ANND I still am not able to upload pictures in Multiply. DDD:
Sorry Gift. I'm too bored to do such things. HAAAAY.

Hopefully, summer would no longer suck as it does because I'm going to have a lot of places to go to for the coming weeks. There's Einstein's outing and of course, me and my half sisters with friends are going to have one too. :]]

Well I hope we get to fix things. As you see, we're having some technical difficulties. Haha.

Then on May, I'm going to start fixing my future aka enrollment and all those stuffs. Goodluck to me. My mom said they're going to inject me with so many anti-this and that because the environment in PGH would be very dangerous if I don't. OHKAYWHATEVER.

Err. I wanna have my hair dyed. And I want to have my ears pierced, again. Good thing I have no money. Hurray~

Oh well time to go. Ciao!

Oops. BTW, I really miss them already. :p
Si Keesha na ihahatid sa airport ang kanyang father dearest sa Wednesday.
Si Chryzl na di natuloy sa Dubai dahil baka raw magprosti lang siya dun.
Si Xyra na nappraning na dahil...kausap niya si Jorelle.:DD
At si Dhea na missing in action. Nasa Bicol ata. Haha.

I hope to see them REALLY soon. :]

2009-04-03T22:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the distribution of cards in our school. I really can't believe that we are already graduates and that we are on our way to being college students.

I feel so bad because I wasn't able to update as much for the past weeks. It's just disappointing because I know that I cannot fully remember everything that happened without something to help me remember everything.

A lot of things happened since I last updated.

The Recollection, i think, is the most appropriate event wherein I would start to recal the things that occurred.. It was a very wonderful event and I am very thankful because I was given the chance to open up to the people whom I have spent the last 10 months of my life with. I am also at awe because I was able to know more about those people. I didn't thought that their life stories were as dramatic as they were. Basta. I am amazed because they were able to conceal all their problems with their blinding laughter and smiles. Kahit na huli na yun, I am glad kasi I think mas tumatag yung bond namin dahil dun. Hindi ko talaga makalilimutan ang araw na ito.

There were also a lot of things that I have realized and settled. Mayroon man akong tinapos, hindi naman nangangahulugang hanggang dun na lang yun. Ata. ;p

The next day. I went to Masci to help in the painting of the UCB as our community service for CAT. I had fun. Tapos pinahiram ako ni Bien ng phone niya! Napabili tuloy ako ng sim nang biglaan. Ahaha. Then we went to Karla's house to celebrate her birthday. Ang saya. Andun din sila Lara ni Dan, Erald ni Elaine, Kenneth ni Karla at syempre si Roniel KO. Haha. Jkk. Sobrang accommodating talaga ng mga tao sa bahay nila. Pati ni Madam Siony. Heh. At ang ganda ni Ate Ona. Si Palconit din sobrang saya. Parang mamamatay na kinabukasan kaya nilulubos na niya ang kasalukuyan. Heh. Natapos na ang kainan at kantahan, umuwi na kami. Dumaan muna ako sa Rob kasama si Xyra para kuhain ang contacts ko. Then we went home. I really enjoyed that day. Thank you guys. Mahal na mahal ko kayo. :]]

Kinabukasan, birthday ko na. Hyeay. 16 na ako mehn. Kahit na hindi halata. :]]
Nagstay lang ako sa bahay. Naghanda sila Mama ee. Andameng pagkain. Syempre ako naman, todo resist temptation dahil baka hindi ako magkasya dun sa gown ko. Heh. Maraming salamat sa lahat ng bumati. Pati sa mga nagstat, nag-im, nagplurk, nagtext, nagcomment, LAHAT NA. Hindi ko na kayo iisa-isahin kasi baka may makalimutan pa ako at may magtampo pa. Haha. kilala niyo naman kung sino kayo ee. Maraming salamat talaga. Mahal na mahal ko rin kayo. Ehe. :]]

Tapos kinabukasan, general rehearsal na para sa graduation. Nagpakain nang bonggang bongga si Momi Ella, ang aming valedictorian, kaya sobrang busog kami. Tapos pagdating sa room, meron pa rin kaming celebration para kay Mam Gumboc. Andameng pagkain grabe. Sa sobrang dami, tingnan ko pa lang busog na agad ako. Hayun. Pati mga taga-ibang section pinapunta na dahil hindi talaga namin kayang ubusin. Haha. Salamat Einstein. Busog na busog ako. Wee. :]]

Salamat din Andrew sa bulaklak. :]

Kinabukasan, GRADUATION NA. Ito na yung matagal naming pinaghandaan at pinagpraktisan. Ang problema, nilalagnat ako. Nagising ako ng mga 5 tapos grabe talaga, ang sama ng pakiramdam ko. Sabi ni Mama magpahinga na raw muna ako. Gigisingin niya na lang ako ng mga 12. Tapos ayun. 12 na hindi pa rin nawawala yung lagnat ko. Naligo na lang din ako kahit ganun. Tapos pumunta na kami sa Masci. Dun na ako sa CR nag-ayos nang bonggang bongga. As in ang wasted ng itsura ko. Umiikot pa yung mundo ko habang nagmamartsa. Pero okay naman. Later on, umayos na yung pakiramdam ko. Naambunan ee. Haha. After kantahin yung last song, bonggang bonggang piktyuran ang naganap. Tapos ayun. Kumain kami sa Aristocrats nila Mama. At umuwi na.

Kinabukasan, nilagnat na naman ako. Hayun. Absent tuloy ako. Wala namang masyadong nangyari. Pumunta lang kami sa doctor. :]

Tapos ayun. Gradball na. Actually medyo maaga nga ako dun sa place ee. Excited kasi masyado si Mama. Nyaha. Ang gaganda ng mga kabatch ko. At ang gagwapo. Grabe. Iba talaga batch ko. Hahaha. :DD

Syempre. Late si Xyra. Haha. Jkk lang. Tapos ayun. Nagpresent na ang mga sections. Ang walangyang we are one na hindi namin alam kung sino ang nakaisip, at kung anu-ano pa. Nagkainan na rin. Hindi ko mxadong nagustuhan. Haha. Ang sama ko. Tapos tumugtog sila Bien. At nag-awarding ng mga kung anu-ano. Tapos sayawan na. Nakakaasar lang kasi puro pang party yung kanta. 30 minutes lang yung slow dance ko. Ehe.

First at Last dance ko nga pala si Almira Joy P. Jota. :D

Tapos diretso na kami sa Casa Nicarosa. Thanks to Tito Celso at Tita Ledesma. :D
Kami-kami lang nila Keesha, Xyra, Dhea at Mark yung pumunta dun. Ang ganda nung kwarto. Masyadong malaki. Kung pede nga sana dun na lang ako tumira ee. Haha. Sa sobrang pagod e natulog na lang din kami. Wee.

Maaga kaming gumising kinabukasan kasi kuhaan pa ng card. Ayun. Nakatipid kami ng 2k mehn. Yeaba. Dahil dun, nagtaxi kami nang bonggang bongga. Pagkarating sa Masci, kinuha ko na agad yung card ko. Tapos bumalik na rin kami ni Ralph agad sa Casa kasi nagpaiwan si Xyra. Syempre nagtaxi ulit kami. Heh. Ang tagal maclear ng Moseley at Lawrence e 12 dapat nakapagcheck-out na kami kaya kami na lang din nagdala ng mga gamit nila sa Masci.

So ayun. Nagtaxi ulit kami papuntang Masci. HAHA. Yobong. Tapos yun. Nakita namin ang Einstein. Maglulunch daw sila sa Rob kaya sumama na kami. Hinatid ko muna yung gamit at gown ko sa Landbank para wala na akong dala tapos bumalik kami sa Rob. Pagkatapos kumain e babalik na raw kami sa Masci kaso dumaan na lang din muna ako sa Landbank. Wala lang.

Tapos balik kami sa Masci kasi andun naghihintay sila Keesha. At andun si JORELLE! Akalain mo yun? Haha. Masyadong nagmamadali si Mark kaya nagRob na kami. Kumain si Mark sa chowking dahil hindi pa raw siya naglulunch. Tapos umuwi na siya. Nagkayayaan kaming manood ng movie dahil hindi pa namin nattreat si Chryzl.

Napagpasyahang They Wait ang panuorin namin. Poster pa lang nakakatakot na talaga. Woooo. Sumakit puso ko sa bawat scene. Walang pahinga ee. Haha. Dapat talaga hindi na yun yung pinanuod namin ee. Hanggang ngaun masakit pa rin puso ko. Haha. :DDD

Tapos uwian na. Pumunta na kami ni Andrew sa Landbank para kuhain yung gamit ko. Tapos umuwi na kami. Hayun.

Ang saya. Ang sakit na ng kamay ko. Sige.
Gagawa ako ng maraming layout ngayong linggong to.
Gudlak sakin. Nagsasawa na ako sa blogskin ko ee.
Pero bagay pa rin siya hanggang ngayon.

When this memory fades, I'm really gonna make sure it's replaced.

Thanks Masci for making my 4 years a life. :DD
WEEEE~

UPM na koooo. :D

Ciao.